Wednesday, April 30, 2008
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG X10 to the power of one berjillion!
iron man is SUPER SHIOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! quickly go watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! marvel never fails to impress me. like everything was jus sooooo coollllllllllllllll.
the suit. the flying the fighting the suit. the action. the suit. i said suit thrice. cause its jus super nice. but it is like computer graphics=/ ha. but still worth the 9 bucks okay... burning holes in my wallet.
oh yes. XING HAN IS THE SPEEDIEST BATHER. he can bathe in max 3mins.. MAX. like lol.
oops. is the line above supposed to be abit private? oh well.
the suit.
so i was in the car. i was thinking.. about me playing the piano. and since im gonna start next year.. ive got 3 years to achieve a grade 8. like wth. but that would be a super good achievement. i dun think ive heard anyone do that. mayb there are luh. but ill be one of them then(: im positive i can do it(: practice practice practice. so ya. the time i get a grade 8 is when i shave bald and enter the army. then like that how to practice sia..... hmm whenever i got chance to go home or what. sure play. heeee.
the suit again.
marvel and disney movies are always dam nice. even if its like cartoon or animated luh. its still nice. i dunno why. guess thats how walt became so rich. top quality movies.
i wanna watch the hottie and the nottie or something like that. looks funny man.
the suit!!!!
im in love with iron man. he was a minority in marvel. but now. he's jus woahhhh.. do i sound gay? i think i sound gay.. do i do i? oh well. the suit.
and in the show there was this hot reporter.. sssssssss ( sizzling sound effect)
waiting for justin to finish his dota game. so it can be my turn. kimberley pang seh.. like sleep so early.... tomoro holiday somemore. oh well. at least i have a fall back. it's calling my name now! it's seducing and enticing me!!!(: and i always fall for its charms. D.O.T.A
good night guys happy studying!!(:
iron man is SUPER SHIOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! quickly go watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! marvel never fails to impress me. like everything was jus sooooo coollllllllllllllll.
the suit. the flying the fighting the suit. the action. the suit. i said suit thrice. cause its jus super nice. but it is like computer graphics=/ ha. but still worth the 9 bucks okay... burning holes in my wallet.
oh yes. XING HAN IS THE SPEEDIEST BATHER. he can bathe in max 3mins.. MAX. like lol.
oops. is the line above supposed to be abit private? oh well.
the suit.
so i was in the car. i was thinking.. about me playing the piano. and since im gonna start next year.. ive got 3 years to achieve a grade 8. like wth. but that would be a super good achievement. i dun think ive heard anyone do that. mayb there are luh. but ill be one of them then(: im positive i can do it(: practice practice practice. so ya. the time i get a grade 8 is when i shave bald and enter the army. then like that how to practice sia..... hmm whenever i got chance to go home or what. sure play. heeee.
the suit again.
marvel and disney movies are always dam nice. even if its like cartoon or animated luh. its still nice. i dunno why. guess thats how walt became so rich. top quality movies.
i wanna watch the hottie and the nottie or something like that. looks funny man.
the suit!!!!
im in love with iron man. he was a minority in marvel. but now. he's jus woahhhh.. do i sound gay? i think i sound gay.. do i do i? oh well. the suit.
and in the show there was this hot reporter.. sssssssss ( sizzling sound effect)
waiting for justin to finish his dota game. so it can be my turn. kimberley pang seh.. like sleep so early.... tomoro holiday somemore. oh well. at least i have a fall back. it's calling my name now! it's seducing and enticing me!!!(: and i always fall for its charms. D.O.T.A
good night guys happy studying!!(:
jared thought about you at 11:28:00 PM
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
first off! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI LIANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(: HAHHAHAHA ILL ALWAYS REMEMBER U!!! all the super fun an retarded things we did with thaslim and jonathan!(:(:(:(:(:(: and we're still quite close friends(: happy 16th birthday my dear friend(: i am not gonna be like many who will say something like JIA YOU FOR MID YEAR WORRHX! and stuff like that. well jus study smart alright? sure youll score well for all subjects correct me if im wrong. LOVE!!(: (hope she sees this manxz..)
alright alright these are illustrations of Luke(:
Luke is constantly at war with himself. neither side is winning nor losing. it is an endless war between good and evil. will he let evil triumph?
battles have been won. but war has jus begun.
How is Luke able to face God? when he bears wings of a demon?
the question is, is Luke evil or good?
my dear friends, i tell you most solemnly. Luke is not hard to find.
Luke will disappear when he is caught by everyone.
THE END
alright alright these are illustrations of Luke(:
Luke is constantly at war with himself. neither side is winning nor losing. it is an endless war between good and evil. will he let evil triumph?
battles have been won. but war has jus begun.
How is Luke able to face God? when he bears wings of a demon?
the question is, is Luke evil or good?
my dear friends, i tell you most solemnly. Luke is not hard to find.
Luke will disappear when he is caught by everyone.
THE END
jared thought about you at 5:30:00 PM
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Saturday, April 26, 2008
so i was at yew tee food court right... and surprisingly. i was confused over what to eat.. like wth. who the heck gets confused over dinner choices. i walked to the mixed vege rice stall. saw something new. but i didnt see that flabby egg i love oh so much. so i headed on to the nasi lemak stall. queued up for 1 min. then decided. this was taking too long. so i went to the curry chicken stall. and yea! i chose that. out of time constrains. as i am gonna have a dota appointment now(:
so yea curry chicken was dam shiok as usual. but quite spicy. but still nice. ooooooo yeahh...
hmm. gonna exercise soon. pushups sit ups and weights. yup. getting fat alr):
erm. the new avatar episode finally came out!!! so ya. watching it now. and naruto too.
then. i dunno if i should study later manxz.... how how how??? should i jus play all the way and study tomorrow? okay i choose the latter.
thats all. time to brainstorm on Luke chapter 3.
oh changed blog song. recommended by kimberley. wasnt given a choice to choose anything else. haha. but i appreciate it though(: enjoy the song guys.
so yea curry chicken was dam shiok as usual. but quite spicy. but still nice. ooooooo yeahh...
hmm. gonna exercise soon. pushups sit ups and weights. yup. getting fat alr):
erm. the new avatar episode finally came out!!! so ya. watching it now. and naruto too.
then. i dunno if i should study later manxz.... how how how??? should i jus play all the way and study tomorrow? okay i choose the latter.
thats all. time to brainstorm on Luke chapter 3.
oh changed blog song. recommended by kimberley. wasnt given a choice to choose anything else. haha. but i appreciate it though(: enjoy the song guys.
jared thought about you at 8:29:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Luke,very much like beast boy from the kids sensation teen titans, can attain various form. Luke can cause destruction(gorilla/t-rex) Luke can soar high above everyone else,at will(the flying dinosaur) Luke can be fierce and merciless(tiger) Luke tries to listen(dog)
and the more that Luke watched. the more that knife she possessed drove deeper into his heart.
the more that Luke savoured every moment for a glimpse. the more his heart skipped a beat. Luke wished she knew. her beauty so makes u float like a butterfly, but at the same time, the vicious bee dismantles your wings to make u flightless and jus like everyone else. she is the bee.
Luke was on cloud nine then, during the day, until the sun hung directly above him. he makes every opportunity to spot her in the crowd. so alone he feels yet many surround him. he is only complete when 2 hands meet. hers and his. that's what he feels for now. persistence is always encouraged. but giving up is sometimes the best option. but few resort to that. once again. Luke is lost.
many have seen Luke in person. yet only a handful have seen inside Luke. Luke tries to put on a jovial front. and he does not noe if it's right or wrong. Luke knows many things and yet he knows nothing.
Luke does not know his purpose in life. his purpose to himself and to others. But Luke is happy to be on cloud nine. she puts him up there 5 times a week. there will come a time when all it takes is a thought of her and jus when the world around him seems to be falling apart. jus by the touch of her finger. he'll be back up from the black hole.
Luke has yet to break the ice. and for one thing Luke knows, he is not in love. he does not agree with the saying love at first sight. for love is patient. Luke ripped that off of a poster.
her image in Luke's mind is not permanent, it is temporary. Luke must return to oblivion now. and remain there until Luke meets Juliet. if only juliet knew that her romeo is trying to break the ice.
Luke has a desire to change people. but first. Luke must change himself. to love someone, you have to love yourself. Luke loves himself but he dislikes what he does sometimes.
my dear friends, i tell you most solemnly. Luke is not hard to find.
Luke will disappear when he is caught by everyone.
THE END
and the more that Luke watched. the more that knife she possessed drove deeper into his heart.
the more that Luke savoured every moment for a glimpse. the more his heart skipped a beat. Luke wished she knew. her beauty so makes u float like a butterfly, but at the same time, the vicious bee dismantles your wings to make u flightless and jus like everyone else. she is the bee.
Luke was on cloud nine then, during the day, until the sun hung directly above him. he makes every opportunity to spot her in the crowd. so alone he feels yet many surround him. he is only complete when 2 hands meet. hers and his. that's what he feels for now. persistence is always encouraged. but giving up is sometimes the best option. but few resort to that. once again. Luke is lost.
many have seen Luke in person. yet only a handful have seen inside Luke. Luke tries to put on a jovial front. and he does not noe if it's right or wrong. Luke knows many things and yet he knows nothing.
Luke does not know his purpose in life. his purpose to himself and to others. But Luke is happy to be on cloud nine. she puts him up there 5 times a week. there will come a time when all it takes is a thought of her and jus when the world around him seems to be falling apart. jus by the touch of her finger. he'll be back up from the black hole.
Luke has yet to break the ice. and for one thing Luke knows, he is not in love. he does not agree with the saying love at first sight. for love is patient. Luke ripped that off of a poster.
her image in Luke's mind is not permanent, it is temporary. Luke must return to oblivion now. and remain there until Luke meets Juliet. if only juliet knew that her romeo is trying to break the ice.
Luke has a desire to change people. but first. Luke must change himself. to love someone, you have to love yourself. Luke loves himself but he dislikes what he does sometimes.
my dear friends, i tell you most solemnly. Luke is not hard to find.
Luke will disappear when he is caught by everyone.
THE END
jared thought about you at 7:57:00 PM
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i am super disappointed in myself. in case u all are wondering why. my cross country timing sucked like hell. i feel so sad...... its like. one of my worst runs ever. the nausea feeling was nothing new. but still... the whole thing sucked la. i have humiliated myself.. i should have trained harder.but i dunno what i should blame or who to blame. nvm. like i always say, accept, recover, stand up and move on. yup. so today was my first and last cross country. i dun have another try to prove that i am worthy of myself. oh well. i guess im at the stand up stage. ill move on over the next 2 days or so.
something to be happy about. i achieved a new rubik's cube record!!!!(: not under 1 min but close enought. 1 min 7secs. many more shortcuts to discover. and new methods. hope to do it in 35 secs!! then i think ill be the fastest in school. but this calls for practice.
mid year's are nearing. uh oh. hahaha. oh well. hmm. almost done with my physics revision. intend to finish it by mid may!
suddenly feel like i cant wait for my birthday! better start planning what to do now. if not last minute then kalang kaboat. think it's spelled like that.
to end of this post. an in depth phrase. happiness is short lived. but sadness will always remain in the heart. but why am i saying this. god = joy. so this means that im not a good christian? cause i choose to be haunted by sadness? contradiction. just so much like someone i noe.
anyway,dinner time.so ya. gotta bathe too. at 10pm.
something to be happy about. i achieved a new rubik's cube record!!!!(: not under 1 min but close enought. 1 min 7secs. many more shortcuts to discover. and new methods. hope to do it in 35 secs!! then i think ill be the fastest in school. but this calls for practice.
mid year's are nearing. uh oh. hahaha. oh well. hmm. almost done with my physics revision. intend to finish it by mid may!
suddenly feel like i cant wait for my birthday! better start planning what to do now. if not last minute then kalang kaboat. think it's spelled like that.
to end of this post. an in depth phrase. happiness is short lived. but sadness will always remain in the heart. but why am i saying this. god = joy. so this means that im not a good christian? cause i choose to be haunted by sadness? contradiction. just so much like someone i noe.
anyway,dinner time.so ya. gotta bathe too. at 10pm.
jared thought about you at 7:17:00 PM
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Sunday, April 20, 2008
okay so it was on friday that i had my really cool yet stupid and retarded dream. it started off like this. i was with the 4 boys from the movie the covenant. then we were doing dunno what la. then suddenly i became spiderman. acceptable. then i think i offended them then they started chasing me from building to building and all. it wassss soooooo cool. i was web-swinging and all. and they were gaining on me fast. i was dam scared. it felt so real. their eyes as black as the night sky. they were almost as fast as me. but not as good. so ya after that. i went into this building. and sealed the windows with my webs. then they gave up. stupid right. then after that switch scene alr. i like swing across some bridge over a river then reach some place. then suddenly i try to swing again. and to my horror! I LOST MY POWERS!!! i like shoot right but the web wouldnt stick so i fell down.... hahahhahaa then like the movie. cannot wall climb and all. i was soooo sad): how come dream can like that one.. so ya then i woke up. yup. but overall i enjoyed that dream(:
had tuition jus now and i watched forbidden kingdom. quite nice and some parts were quite funny. always amazed by my works. evangeline said: how think can ur skin get. and i said very.heee. yup then erm thats all la. oh yesterday went to kimberley's school funfair. as usual it was hot.... but the things were cheaper than amanda's school funfair. (for school people. they are my church friends), then took $18 taxi to church cause rushing.then played dota till 2? yup. good games good games(:
okay there's school tomorrow so ill go bathe and yea da yea da yea da. night!!(:
had tuition jus now and i watched forbidden kingdom. quite nice and some parts were quite funny. always amazed by my works. evangeline said: how think can ur skin get. and i said very.heee. yup then erm thats all la. oh yesterday went to kimberley's school funfair. as usual it was hot.... but the things were cheaper than amanda's school funfair. (for school people. they are my church friends), then took $18 taxi to church cause rushing.then played dota till 2? yup. good games good games(:
okay there's school tomorrow so ill go bathe and yea da yea da yea da. night!!(:
jared thought about you at 10:01:00 PM
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Saturday, April 19, 2008
Luke has always been a person who loves to keep to himself. sometimes and occasionally. he would just start expressing himself and his problems to his friends. he always thought of himself as a person who always puts himself into deep shit and big problems. but he enjoyed the pain that would succumb. he, was emo. he grew up to be this way. all by himself. he didnt see this coming. nor the problems that would arise. but he only saw that he was bound to make the same mistake over and over again. and this especially came true.
Luke has friends and good friends. both guys and girls. but he always thought of himself as a lousy friend. he always thought that he did not know the meaning of friendship. what it took to be a friend. a basic friend. he found this out himself. and he tried to make certain changes. sometimes he failed. but every time he succeeded. he was glad and satisfied with himself.
Luke found out that he was paranoid. over small issues. he couldnt stop himself. in fact, he enjoyed the hurt that was felt from exaggerating the bad things that could possibly happen. Luke loved pain.
Luke often found that he was contradicting himself. he tasted his own medicine. bitter. unpleasant and nauseating. he had adopted his own method of attention-diverting. pre-occupying himself so that he didnt have to be paranoid. but he told himself he liked the pain. as a result. Luke was always lost in his own heart and mind. many a time. he did not know what to do. he could only turn to that many.
Luke therefore, turned out to be an independent and self-reliant chap. he figured that only he could help himself. but no one said it would be easy. sure he expected struggles and soul break. but he kept strong. for at the end of the day. what was to come would always remain the final piece of the puzzle. Luke was very deep, emotional and over-sensitive.
Luke loves music, he is currently incoperating his life struggles into his song lyrics. and strives to be a professional musician. Luke regrets not starting music early. but nothing can stop Luke now. for in the months to come. he is going full steam ahead for music.
my dear friends, i tell you most solemnly. Luke is not hard to find.
Luke will disappear when he is caught by everyone.
THE END
Luke has friends and good friends. both guys and girls. but he always thought of himself as a lousy friend. he always thought that he did not know the meaning of friendship. what it took to be a friend. a basic friend. he found this out himself. and he tried to make certain changes. sometimes he failed. but every time he succeeded. he was glad and satisfied with himself.
Luke found out that he was paranoid. over small issues. he couldnt stop himself. in fact, he enjoyed the hurt that was felt from exaggerating the bad things that could possibly happen. Luke loved pain.
Luke often found that he was contradicting himself. he tasted his own medicine. bitter. unpleasant and nauseating. he had adopted his own method of attention-diverting. pre-occupying himself so that he didnt have to be paranoid. but he told himself he liked the pain. as a result. Luke was always lost in his own heart and mind. many a time. he did not know what to do. he could only turn to that many.
Luke therefore, turned out to be an independent and self-reliant chap. he figured that only he could help himself. but no one said it would be easy. sure he expected struggles and soul break. but he kept strong. for at the end of the day. what was to come would always remain the final piece of the puzzle. Luke was very deep, emotional and over-sensitive.
Luke loves music, he is currently incoperating his life struggles into his song lyrics. and strives to be a professional musician. Luke regrets not starting music early. but nothing can stop Luke now. for in the months to come. he is going full steam ahead for music.
my dear friends, i tell you most solemnly. Luke is not hard to find.
Luke will disappear when he is caught by everyone.
THE END
jared thought about you at 8:22:00 PM
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
well.. it appears that my research has erm. how do i put it. has been a let down! haha. just realised that i might not have created a good first impression. okay mayb not good. but a unique! first impression. oh well. we're all learning. but why?!?!?!? enough of the underground life
prom night prom night! i wanna wear something nice and unique. not jus long sleeve... like omg. alot of the guys will be wearing that. gotta start internet shopping or real shopping soon man. i hope velvet's rose will be performing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that'd be sooooo cool. jus one last time. for secondary school's sake. give it our heart and soul! then jerome and i can do an acoustic duet!!!oh yes.. choosing a date! haha. is it necessary? if not then ill jus go with the guys. (jim,huo kui,robin,xing han,jerome,yi guo,jackson,elvis,zi yuan and all) cause a certain ZC dont wanna go. spoiler! kill joy! bangla! nvm. i cant do anything to make u change ur mind. ahha. and i respect ur decision. jus hope youll change ur mind!
i miss drums!!!! I WANNA PLAY DRUMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then my dad still dun wanna go shop for electrical drum set.then it's gonan be me dota drums. that's all!
ah so tired. lazy to study! hmm. mayb ill do abit. and my 2 big toes got blisters! wee. pain like shit. somemore tomorrow got track and field training.
mid year target : eng pass. the rest fail.
i miss dota so much. so close yet so far!!!! ): and it hurts me so, just to see u go.
okay. attempts to study commence right about 5mins from now. good night! see ya!
prom night prom night! i wanna wear something nice and unique. not jus long sleeve... like omg. alot of the guys will be wearing that. gotta start internet shopping or real shopping soon man. i hope velvet's rose will be performing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that'd be sooooo cool. jus one last time. for secondary school's sake. give it our heart and soul! then jerome and i can do an acoustic duet!!!oh yes.. choosing a date! haha. is it necessary? if not then ill jus go with the guys. (jim,huo kui,robin,xing han,jerome,yi guo,jackson,elvis,zi yuan and all) cause a certain ZC dont wanna go. spoiler! kill joy! bangla! nvm. i cant do anything to make u change ur mind. ahha. and i respect ur decision. jus hope youll change ur mind!
i miss drums!!!! I WANNA PLAY DRUMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then my dad still dun wanna go shop for electrical drum set.then it's gonan be me dota drums. that's all!
ah so tired. lazy to study! hmm. mayb ill do abit. and my 2 big toes got blisters! wee. pain like shit. somemore tomorrow got track and field training.
mid year target : eng pass. the rest fail.
i miss dota so much. so close yet so far!!!! ): and it hurts me so, just to see u go.
okay. attempts to study commence right about 5mins from now. good night! see ya!
jared thought about you at 8:12:00 PM
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Monday, April 14, 2008
let me tell u this guys... TOO MUCH HEARTBREAK WEARS THE SOUL!
): jus too depressed.. until i heard this song. u noe the band im gonna be in? they let me hear their own single. SUPER DUPER NICE!!! u guys please please check it out! PLEASE!!!
www.myspace.com/ashdownband
i dun think im gonna regret being in this band!
the song totally rocks!! thats the only good thing that happened today i guess. apart from english oral. which is easy. unlike chinese oral.. i failed by 2marks! and somemore i bet those marks are compensation/sympathy marks la.
i MUST MUST MUST complete to rubix cube under one minute!!!!!!
okay study break over. good bye and good night. might update again soon! study hard guys!!(:
oh yes blog song no.1 dear maria, count me in sung by all time low. enjoy!
): jus too depressed.. until i heard this song. u noe the band im gonna be in? they let me hear their own single. SUPER DUPER NICE!!! u guys please please check it out! PLEASE!!!
www.myspace.com/ashdownband
i dun think im gonna regret being in this band!
the song totally rocks!! thats the only good thing that happened today i guess. apart from english oral. which is easy. unlike chinese oral.. i failed by 2marks! and somemore i bet those marks are compensation/sympathy marks la.
i MUST MUST MUST complete to rubix cube under one minute!!!!!!
okay study break over. good bye and good night. might update again soon! study hard guys!!(:
oh yes blog song no.1 dear maria, count me in sung by all time low. enjoy!
jared thought about you at 8:32:00 PM
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
hmm i was jus thinking. what if i was given the chance to pick 5 gifts and 5 powers. what would i choose. kinda childish but ya.jus a fun thing.
GIFTS:
1.wisdom
2.empathy
3.love
4.understanding
5.counsel
POWERS:
1.heal/wont get hurt(break bones and stuff)
2.teleport/warp
3.fly
4.manipulate/create the elements. earth water wind fire
5.flexibility/acrobatic
well. i guess god doesnt make superhumans.mainly because of this.might be because he is afraid that we will get consumed and devoured by these powers. and go psycho and u noe. like all other shows. be a villain.then a hero will surface and bla bla bla. but thats not the case. i mean. we will say like oh if i have superpowers i sure wont turn evil one. i mean who knows right. only him. so ya that's my theory as to why god doesnt grant human superpowers. BUT IT'D BE TOTALLY COOL LA! jus imagine all the things u could do.
as for gifts. well that's as close to superhuman as we can get. all of us are different yet special in our own way. yet the same in god's eyes.each of us have desires to do big things in life.to change the world. to change lives. to save lives. but not many have selflessness as a gift. we have talents and gifts but we dont use it. or use it to help others.life is short. make the best out of it. for we never noe that tomorrow might be the day we die.what's to come always remains the final piece of the daily puzzle. take for example mas selamat bin kastari. who knew he would escape? who knew he would break out of the toilet. no one. by the way, i think he is a loser.
alright that's all for tonight.good night! there's school tomorrow. and she's wad i go to school for(: so ya. i need to go to the toilet. nature calls.
signing off. prophet jared(:
Balance is key in this world.
GIFTS:
1.wisdom
2.empathy
3.love
4.understanding
5.counsel
POWERS:
1.heal/wont get hurt(break bones and stuff)
2.teleport/warp
3.fly
4.manipulate/create the elements. earth water wind fire
5.flexibility/acrobatic
well. i guess god doesnt make superhumans.mainly because of this.might be because he is afraid that we will get consumed and devoured by these powers. and go psycho and u noe. like all other shows. be a villain.then a hero will surface and bla bla bla. but thats not the case. i mean. we will say like oh if i have superpowers i sure wont turn evil one. i mean who knows right. only him. so ya that's my theory as to why god doesnt grant human superpowers. BUT IT'D BE TOTALLY COOL LA! jus imagine all the things u could do.
as for gifts. well that's as close to superhuman as we can get. all of us are different yet special in our own way. yet the same in god's eyes.each of us have desires to do big things in life.to change the world. to change lives. to save lives. but not many have selflessness as a gift. we have talents and gifts but we dont use it. or use it to help others.life is short. make the best out of it. for we never noe that tomorrow might be the day we die.what's to come always remains the final piece of the daily puzzle. take for example mas selamat bin kastari. who knew he would escape? who knew he would break out of the toilet. no one. by the way, i think he is a loser.
alright that's all for tonight.good night! there's school tomorrow. and she's wad i go to school for(: so ya. i need to go to the toilet. nature calls.
signing off. prophet jared(:
Balance is key in this world.
jared thought about you at 10:06:00 PM
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HELLO everyone! good morning! yesterday. i think i was having a slight fever=/ but i still went to church. but when i left. it came back. haha. power of GOD! so ya while i was playing dota. i was trying to stay strong. cause u noe the feeling when u get when u are having a fever right. terrible. anyway. im much better now.(:
waiting for my pancakes to come! and then im gonna study alr. hmm. i need to get a crucifix.and yesterday while i was in town. i saw a woman. making the sign of the cross before she ate. how cool was that. i mean ive never seen anyone do that except people in church and me. so ya regarding a certain flashback: a wiseman once told me. we should not be afraid to express our faith. i.e doing the sign of the cross! and ya so after that day in church. i promised myself to do the former. who cares whether the people in school look at me when i say grace before meals.
okay.my sinus is pretty bad. got tissue up my nose(: (: (: hahahaha. and someone cant spell apostle. and someone doesnt noe their vowels(: i wont say who.
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anyway my pancakes smell SUPERB! and i hope i dun have to go to school tomoro. fever please come back!
oh zi cheng say my posts are too long so ya ill end here. happy sabbath day everyone! enjoy your day! goobbye!
waiting for my pancakes to come! and then im gonna study alr. hmm. i need to get a crucifix.and yesterday while i was in town. i saw a woman. making the sign of the cross before she ate. how cool was that. i mean ive never seen anyone do that except people in church and me. so ya regarding a certain flashback: a wiseman once told me. we should not be afraid to express our faith. i.e doing the sign of the cross! and ya so after that day in church. i promised myself to do the former. who cares whether the people in school look at me when i say grace before meals.
okay.my sinus is pretty bad. got tissue up my nose(: (: (: hahahaha. and someone cant spell apostle. and someone doesnt noe their vowels(: i wont say who.
Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y from <3 to < 3
anyway my pancakes smell SUPERB! and i hope i dun have to go to school tomoro. fever please come back!
oh zi cheng say my posts are too long so ya ill end here. happy sabbath day everyone! enjoy your day! goobbye!
jared thought about you at 10:07:00 AM
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Thursday, April 10, 2008
happy birthday komathi!!!!!!!!!!!(: like u will ever see this. haha nvm. oh. komathi is my classmate by the way. a very good friend. indian. curly hair. u noe. but surprisingly fairer than other indian ppl i noe. NO RACISM INTENDED! ehehe.
erm i hated this morning's weather like hell okay.. soooo bloody humid. but i like this afternoon's weather. shiok shiok. cooling. hardly sweat. cause usually ill sweat while walkin to the mrt but ya. it was so cooling. so i didnt. AND WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT.
anyway. mid years coming. screw that. erm done my homework i guess. most of it. left one more only. gotta revise for geog now. alot to do.. things that are correct to do.
and i dun like it when curry is too hot. like for dinner jus now.. my tongue and inside all burning. but it was delicious. i guess no pain no gain is a true statement.
and do i like powerpop? oh man...... oh powerpop is a music genre by the way.
okay here's my napha test 5 stations:
1. 9 pull ups. failed to do 10. I SUCK.
2. shuttle run 9.9secs. faster than i expected. (11secs)
3. sit and reach 50cm. TEACHER yes teacher teach us how to cheat abit.
4. standing broadjump 234cm. good good. but target 240.
5. sit ups. stop doing at 50. can do more. about 5 more. but gold alr. so do extra for wad. plus. went i went home that day. i had an abrasion okay... at my tailbone. skin tear la. freaking bruise. good thing i didnt do more.
6. 2.4km run in 1049secs. under 11mins. good. but failed to get A by 9secs. if only i sprinted a lil extra.
over all. A,A,A,B,A,B yea me! best ever. sec 1 to sec 3. fat then thinner but weak. then thin and a lil weak. sec 4. OWNED!!(: this is something to be proud of i guess.
oh yes. this morning. i couldnt do maths. i dunno why. jus really cannot do. careless all. and i tried to cha-boat checking of work so i act give out books. haha. then teacher never check my worksheet. but in the end. she did. and ya. phew. not much of a scolding. she dam nice. ss teacher by the way. mrs ram! i dunno why right. she say she catholic but she put the indian red dot on her forehead. lesika leh.want to bluff who sia.im confused. cause i dunno wad she is.
okay gotta study now. bye and good night.
can someone buy me a big packet of famous amos please. chocolate chip. thanks.
erm i hated this morning's weather like hell okay.. soooo bloody humid. but i like this afternoon's weather. shiok shiok. cooling. hardly sweat. cause usually ill sweat while walkin to the mrt but ya. it was so cooling. so i didnt. AND WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT.
anyway. mid years coming. screw that. erm done my homework i guess. most of it. left one more only. gotta revise for geog now. alot to do.. things that are correct to do.
and i dun like it when curry is too hot. like for dinner jus now.. my tongue and inside all burning. but it was delicious. i guess no pain no gain is a true statement.
and do i like powerpop? oh man...... oh powerpop is a music genre by the way.
okay here's my napha test 5 stations:
1. 9 pull ups. failed to do 10. I SUCK.
2. shuttle run 9.9secs. faster than i expected. (11secs)
3. sit and reach 50cm. TEACHER yes teacher teach us how to cheat abit.
4. standing broadjump 234cm. good good. but target 240.
5. sit ups. stop doing at 50. can do more. about 5 more. but gold alr. so do extra for wad. plus. went i went home that day. i had an abrasion okay... at my tailbone. skin tear la. freaking bruise. good thing i didnt do more.
6. 2.4km run in 1049secs. under 11mins. good. but failed to get A by 9secs. if only i sprinted a lil extra.
over all. A,A,A,B,A,B yea me! best ever. sec 1 to sec 3. fat then thinner but weak. then thin and a lil weak. sec 4. OWNED!!(: this is something to be proud of i guess.
oh yes. this morning. i couldnt do maths. i dunno why. jus really cannot do. careless all. and i tried to cha-boat checking of work so i act give out books. haha. then teacher never check my worksheet. but in the end. she did. and ya. phew. not much of a scolding. she dam nice. ss teacher by the way. mrs ram! i dunno why right. she say she catholic but she put the indian red dot on her forehead. lesika leh.want to bluff who sia.im confused. cause i dunno wad she is.
okay gotta study now. bye and good night.
can someone buy me a big packet of famous amos please. chocolate chip. thanks.
jared thought about you at 7:57:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 9, 2008
alright alright.. i dunno why im so freaking tired everyday man. still have to put up with studying..
ARGH!! so restless. and im angry at myself yesterday cause i didnt study much at all!! so frustrating. and time and time again. i fail to realise that it's the most impt exam in my life. im still in a slumber. but close to awakening i guess. so ya.. short-term plans: screw the mid year like shit. let teacher call my parents for all i care. and jus study. i cant retain anyway. so ya. no loss.is this the right loss or is it lost? hmm had a physics test today. HA! u should noe wad i was doing the night before. anyway im exercising right now. cause i think its time to gain muscle(: yes. looking good and the beach is impt. VERY! ahaha. like i always say. if u have assets dun be shy to flaunt them. right now. on my way to achieving an athlete's body. ok enough about that.
CCA takes up alot of time. 5 more sessions to go. when all o level students have alr stepped down. stupid la. got competition. also sure lose one. i dun think i can win sports school. like they practically train most days of the week i think. i only train 3 times. and confirm my training is not as tough as theirs. lesika times.
owning a pet. yi guo ask me to buy hamster also. but they bite. and i dun think i have the time to jaga a pet right now. eh why malay.
oh im in love with the gangster hokkien rap song. they are super creative. cause they come up with really catchy tunes. haha. i think im beginning to like them more than i like my songs. haha. but i wont let that happen.
eh. why post so long. i make u all read until sian. kk continue exercise now. sayonara mina. means goodbye everyone i think.
it takes two hands to clap. right now. im jus clapping by myself. single-handedly.
ARGH!! so restless. and im angry at myself yesterday cause i didnt study much at all!! so frustrating. and time and time again. i fail to realise that it's the most impt exam in my life. im still in a slumber. but close to awakening i guess. so ya.. short-term plans: screw the mid year like shit. let teacher call my parents for all i care. and jus study. i cant retain anyway. so ya. no loss.is this the right loss or is it lost? hmm had a physics test today. HA! u should noe wad i was doing the night before. anyway im exercising right now. cause i think its time to gain muscle(: yes. looking good and the beach is impt. VERY! ahaha. like i always say. if u have assets dun be shy to flaunt them. right now. on my way to achieving an athlete's body. ok enough about that.
CCA takes up alot of time. 5 more sessions to go. when all o level students have alr stepped down. stupid la. got competition. also sure lose one. i dun think i can win sports school. like they practically train most days of the week i think. i only train 3 times. and confirm my training is not as tough as theirs. lesika times.
owning a pet. yi guo ask me to buy hamster also. but they bite. and i dun think i have the time to jaga a pet right now. eh why malay.
oh im in love with the gangster hokkien rap song. they are super creative. cause they come up with really catchy tunes. haha. i think im beginning to like them more than i like my songs. haha. but i wont let that happen.
eh. why post so long. i make u all read until sian. kk continue exercise now. sayonara mina. means goodbye everyone i think.
it takes two hands to clap. right now. im jus clapping by myself. single-handedly.
jared thought about you at 7:24:00 PM
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Monday, April 7, 2008
okay hmm what's new. test results!! yes! failed geog.. 12/35. didnt study AT ALL! haha.oh im getting award for mother tongue " most amount of marks deducted in a test" haha. well i guess there are other pro-anti-mother tongue students like me(:
ermmmmm my freaking blog alignment is totally WEIRD AND OFF! i cant move it. cause i tried and it's uglier. haha. well ive yet to include a blog song. but i scared u all will be turned off by my music unless u can be a lil nice and appreciate screamo for once. or u can jus turn off the speakers. my blog's pretty much done i guess. this will be my skin for now until i can find the time to look for a new one. erm. PLEASE TAG AND LEAVE YOUR LINK!! THANKS!! i am the the blogger kinda guy but. u noe. its good to try something new! haah so ya i hope this will last. for at least a year. once a week updates arent that bad. and how about taker leh..
erm. oh yes! i think im about to join a new band. in relation with my old band, life of controversy. the guitarist's boyfriend happens to be in a band. an alternate(: power-pop band. they write their own music. they are older than me. im the youngest. im the bassist and the back up vocals(: and ya hope to start playing with them soon. they have plans to play regularly at Ben & Jerry's. but jus acoustic pieces. erm. ya feeling excited! as u noe. music's my life. and again. how about ah ka free. the band name is ashdown! cool yo. hope i can stay there for long. although i dun really fancy power-pop driven tunes. im more of the screamo type? but the guy said that we have to think of the masses. like they dun like screamo. then i said, then they havent heard music. they think screamo is dope. and i dunnno what dope means. so ya i will have to live with the quieter tunes.): but doesnt mean i dun appreciate them inviting me. haha.
moving on from the music line. nth much going on. same old thing. day by day. living normally. with things unsaid. and one more time. how about another taker. but ya i once told a fren. accept. understand. recover. stand up. and move on! so ya. it takes awhile? phases in life come a many. but with god on my side. helping me write my music, ill start a revolution! starting with the school. and then the country and then ill go global!(: all these are jus dreams. but hey. dreams do come true. oh shit i sound like disney channel man. what the hell...
my inward vocals(screaming) has improved quite abit! jus drink plenty of water. and keep practicing.heee.. look out world. im gonna rock ur lives. i hope. oh yes. im trying to pick up hokkien. so far. my new sentence is, later u wanna go where./ lateru wanna go where eat. HAHA! pathetic. but its a start la. gimme a break. im a canto.though my canto isnt that good.
AND IM SURE ALL OF U HAVE COMPLETELY NO IDEA AS TO WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT!!! oh well. and u mus be the cactus leh.
alright off to bed. done with my daily revision. good night! god bless. take care. ah beng 15. ONE MORE FINAL TAKER OOOO!!!
ermmmmm my freaking blog alignment is totally WEIRD AND OFF! i cant move it. cause i tried and it's uglier. haha. well ive yet to include a blog song. but i scared u all will be turned off by my music unless u can be a lil nice and appreciate screamo for once. or u can jus turn off the speakers. my blog's pretty much done i guess. this will be my skin for now until i can find the time to look for a new one. erm. PLEASE TAG AND LEAVE YOUR LINK!! THANKS!! i am the the blogger kinda guy but. u noe. its good to try something new! haah so ya i hope this will last. for at least a year. once a week updates arent that bad. and how about taker leh..
erm. oh yes! i think im about to join a new band. in relation with my old band, life of controversy. the guitarist's boyfriend happens to be in a band. an alternate(: power-pop band. they write their own music. they are older than me. im the youngest. im the bassist and the back up vocals(: and ya hope to start playing with them soon. they have plans to play regularly at Ben & Jerry's. but jus acoustic pieces. erm. ya feeling excited! as u noe. music's my life. and again. how about ah ka free. the band name is ashdown! cool yo. hope i can stay there for long. although i dun really fancy power-pop driven tunes. im more of the screamo type? but the guy said that we have to think of the masses. like they dun like screamo. then i said, then they havent heard music. they think screamo is dope. and i dunnno what dope means. so ya i will have to live with the quieter tunes.): but doesnt mean i dun appreciate them inviting me. haha.
moving on from the music line. nth much going on. same old thing. day by day. living normally. with things unsaid. and one more time. how about another taker. but ya i once told a fren. accept. understand. recover. stand up. and move on! so ya. it takes awhile? phases in life come a many. but with god on my side. helping me write my music, ill start a revolution! starting with the school. and then the country and then ill go global!(: all these are jus dreams. but hey. dreams do come true. oh shit i sound like disney channel man. what the hell...
my inward vocals(screaming) has improved quite abit! jus drink plenty of water. and keep practicing.heee.. look out world. im gonna rock ur lives. i hope. oh yes. im trying to pick up hokkien. so far. my new sentence is, later u wanna go where./ lateru wanna go where eat. HAHA! pathetic. but its a start la. gimme a break. im a canto.though my canto isnt that good.
AND IM SURE ALL OF U HAVE COMPLETELY NO IDEA AS TO WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT!!! oh well. and u mus be the cactus leh.
alright off to bed. done with my daily revision. good night! god bless. take care. ah beng 15. ONE MORE FINAL TAKER OOOO!!!
jared thought about you at 11:01:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 2, 2008
well it's not like i havent done this before. but i still dunno wad to post in my first entry.. anway... here's some news:
term 1 L1R5: 32... professional..
erm abit sick here and there. recently have been getting eye irritations..
o level revision plan is going well and on par(:
erm i believe in caring only about o levels and screwing up all the other tests..
i dont know if i am going to poly or arts school. but anything to do with music is jus fine with me!(:
and. concluded that i will take piano lessons,again, till i reach grade 8. gimme 5years.
and practice music as much as possible after o's.
personally. i think that o levels is a biggg hindrance to wad i am capable of doing. i jus want music! but a man's gotta do wad a man's gotta do.so ya it's jus a few more months. we've all come a long way. this is it. the path of our future depends on how much we study for in the next few months.. does not make much sense. but this is singapore. this is sparta.
and i still dunno if i should incoperate badrom into my blog. i mean.. it's pretty much half my life. for those of u who dont know wad badrom is. its a kind of language yi guo and i came up with a year and a half ago. pretty retarded shit as u can see.like suddenly adding the this is sparta thing.get used to it.hope it humours u. but if u think it's lame and whatever. so be it. i dun really care. im proud of wad i have created.(:
so with this i shall end my first entry.erm jared's back in action with a new blog he mightttt keep for more than a year this time..this blog is gonna reflect alot of wad my life is undergoing and stuff. no promises that ill update frequently.
term 1 L1R5: 32... professional..
erm abit sick here and there. recently have been getting eye irritations..
o level revision plan is going well and on par(:
erm i believe in caring only about o levels and screwing up all the other tests..
i dont know if i am going to poly or arts school. but anything to do with music is jus fine with me!(:
and. concluded that i will take piano lessons,again, till i reach grade 8. gimme 5years.
and practice music as much as possible after o's.
personally. i think that o levels is a biggg hindrance to wad i am capable of doing. i jus want music! but a man's gotta do wad a man's gotta do.so ya it's jus a few more months. we've all come a long way. this is it. the path of our future depends on how much we study for in the next few months.. does not make much sense. but this is singapore. this is sparta.
and i still dunno if i should incoperate badrom into my blog. i mean.. it's pretty much half my life. for those of u who dont know wad badrom is. its a kind of language yi guo and i came up with a year and a half ago. pretty retarded shit as u can see.like suddenly adding the this is sparta thing.get used to it.hope it humours u. but if u think it's lame and whatever. so be it. i dun really care. im proud of wad i have created.(:
so with this i shall end my first entry.erm jared's back in action with a new blog he mightttt keep for more than a year this time..this blog is gonna reflect alot of wad my life is undergoing and stuff. no promises that ill update frequently.
jared thought about you at 9:33:00 PM
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