Sunday, November 16, 2008
okay happy super belated birthday to nana. you noe im always late. so ya.anyway, this short stuff over here "claims" that she knew me since i was young so im her self-proclaimed childhood friend. everyone wants to be my friend. sigh.... haha. ok but i do agree that we were in the same church when we were young stupid kids. my parents and yours were in the same choir. you'll always be my mangkuk even if u dun cut bangs. cause, im not being unreasonable, you are jus very mangkuk-ish la. anyway, sorry i skipped your 16th birthday.): but i noe u still love me(: see all better. next year if i dun go, i cut mangkuk also okay? have pity on my ears cause everytime im around you, youll always have something to say.not only to me, but to everyone else. except erhem.!! when he drives u speechless. okay thanks for being my friend. for giving me the assurance i needed so badly before. thanks for the couch when i stayed at your house. thanks for letting me watch heroes on your com and you got a virus after that. my bad, but it's your fault. so nana, one more thing to say, thanks for aunty mel. eh no no, erm thanks for being a good shoulder rest.(: love.
jared thought about you at 3:01:00 PM
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so i imagined the end of o levels to be much more exciting,fun and relieving. but i dunno why, after my last paper. i didnt feel any of those, at least not much. maybe we all started enjoying too early, like after our ss paper. i guess we kinda got rid of most of the weight that's been holding us down, before the last 2 or 3 papers came. all in all, i think ill be able pass every subject. but how good, it's a different matter. it's hard to try to determine how well u actually can score. after almost every paper, everyone will be discussing and sometimes argueing over the answers. why the unecessary stress when it's over and nothing can be done. i understand, im one to talk. i did the same too. i guess for such major and crucial exams, the one thing that over pressured students like us needs is a little assurance.that's almost enough to get us through the day. at the end of each paper, we all ask ourselves if our individual efforts were ample, sincere and useful.one tiny weight at a go, we feel lighter, more liberated like how energy is dissipated during a chemical reaction. slowly our binded wings are loosened, as they do, we perch on a cliff, ever-ready to soar and feel the joy and exhilaration of being free. how much we enjoy the flight will depend on the amount of effort and diligence put in to ensure zero turbulence. those who know that they've given it their everything will enjoy every minute of it. on the contrary, those who did not give 100% will always look back, full of insecurity,instability and fear.maybe it's just too late to regret. but there's always a second chance in life. you just have to know where to look. think possibilities, make opportunities.
so i ask myself, did i give it my all? i'd say that i didnt. i wouldnt call it sloppy but i did try alot. im confident my results will satisfy my parents. but a little less as to whether i myself would be the least bit contented. the higher u aim, the greater you fall, if u dont make the right moves at the right time.i guess im one of those birds that will always dwell on the past.because not everyone, will get it right the first time.potentials are limitless, strengths have yet to be unlocked.these things are at the palm of your hands. are u going to embrace it, or leave it dormant.bear in mind that the one thing that u can never change or alter, is time.
the next migratory path would be one with many forks in the road. so many options, so many offers, all are crucial to the rest of your life.but which is within your power and capacity to manage? once again, the clock is ticking. it's not all fun and games, there still is work to be done. your choice of career will determine the kind of life you lead in the years to come. 2012's the end of the world, i dont believe in it. dont let myths and fables and urban legends hinder you from giving your life the attention it deserves and requires.
and when you've finally settled down, your time is almost up. youve made the right choices or at least the choices that have helped you survived. the moment of fear has passed you. you would have moved on by now. the second chance would not have been needed after all.are in control of your own ball game or is it STILL controlling you?
wa i think this reflection, super A1.(: even though english is over, ill still improve my english.
so i dun think that ill get my 8points.but if i do, 100bucks baby, from my tuition teacher(:
seriously really wanna work at celestine's father's pet shop. can touch dog all u noe. dam shiok. even though 5bucks isnt really wad im looking for. but i love animals. so what the heck anyways. i wanna work at famous amos so that i can steal the recipe. and hehehe.......i feel like im plankton.but im a smaller loser than he is.
middleman = good friend
so i ask myself, did i give it my all? i'd say that i didnt. i wouldnt call it sloppy but i did try alot. im confident my results will satisfy my parents. but a little less as to whether i myself would be the least bit contented. the higher u aim, the greater you fall, if u dont make the right moves at the right time.i guess im one of those birds that will always dwell on the past.because not everyone, will get it right the first time.potentials are limitless, strengths have yet to be unlocked.these things are at the palm of your hands. are u going to embrace it, or leave it dormant.bear in mind that the one thing that u can never change or alter, is time.
the next migratory path would be one with many forks in the road. so many options, so many offers, all are crucial to the rest of your life.but which is within your power and capacity to manage? once again, the clock is ticking. it's not all fun and games, there still is work to be done. your choice of career will determine the kind of life you lead in the years to come. 2012's the end of the world, i dont believe in it. dont let myths and fables and urban legends hinder you from giving your life the attention it deserves and requires.
and when you've finally settled down, your time is almost up. youve made the right choices or at least the choices that have helped you survived. the moment of fear has passed you. you would have moved on by now. the second chance would not have been needed after all.are in control of your own ball game or is it STILL controlling you?
wa i think this reflection, super A1.(: even though english is over, ill still improve my english.
so i dun think that ill get my 8points.but if i do, 100bucks baby, from my tuition teacher(:
seriously really wanna work at celestine's father's pet shop. can touch dog all u noe. dam shiok. even though 5bucks isnt really wad im looking for. but i love animals. so what the heck anyways. i wanna work at famous amos so that i can steal the recipe. and hehehe.......i feel like im plankton.but im a smaller loser than he is.
middleman = good friend
jared thought about you at 2:26:00 PM
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