like a knife

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Tell me, what makes you so damn poweful. It's like the moment you step in and moments after that, everything bad slowly goes away. I feel like life has meaning again. I sleep better. I'm so much more at peace. How do I explain this. Nevertheless, you're still my source of true Happiness. All those times I was having fun, never did I once not wish you were right beside me. Sure,Those fun times were real but none of them worth crying over like the short lived moments I had with you. Those moments were priceless. I never ever took them for granted.

You're my angel, that wraps me around in your majestic wings. And i am healed. You're the sun that rises to break through my dark horizon. And I can live in the day. Youre the beacon of light in my maze. And i struggle my way to you cause safety is where you are. You're the blessing everyone wished they had. And I walk with happiness residing within me. I only have the Lord to thank for this.

jared thought about you at 12:29:00 PM | 0 Bled For Me

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

oh you have no idea.. what happens.. but.. i always tell myself, whatever is happening to me, there is always something worse..

nothing makes sense anymore..

im being bashed in all directions, like a great white flopping his meal around and thrashing it and man-handling it.. and yet im not dead. cause there is this hope. that has happened before, i choose to believe it will happen again, someday..

but until then, i suffer in silence.. and you keep me alive.

every beautiful memory, is a stake to the heart. every happy thought.. it's just so damn excruciating..

i really really really really wish that i was told where i went wrong, that way, i could reassure you i would do something abt it.

"lets take it real slow, cause im afraid to lose you" i doubt you remember..how this sentence affected you. i didnt say i wouldnt hurt you, but i promise ill stay through..

whenever youre ready. i promise ill do better, but you must tell me what im doing wrongly, if not, how would i know if im hurting you.if youre willing ill be waiting.

jared thought about you at 1:29:00 AM | 0 Bled For Me

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

jared thought about you at 1:42:00 PM | 0 Bled For Me

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JARED(:

28/08/92
17(:
God must be everything
music could be the next everything
Has the emotional values of a girl
Often described as weird,random,retarded

Aspirations

BE A GOOD CHRISTIAN
Dedicate my life to music and form my own alternate christian screamo band
I want an AUDI
Have Twin kids of the opposite sex

ME-YOU-SIC

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

some good bands,pick one and listen

Underoath
The downtown fiction
Stereo skyline
i Rival
The friday night boys
The right coast
Ivory line
Asteria
Pensive
Time tells all
The chase
Tonight is goodbye
Holiday parade
Vanna
Can you keep a secret
Fight fair
School boy humour
We are the ocean
You me at six
Closure in moscow
A kidnap in colour
Mae
The record kid
Funeral For A Friend
Hawthorne heights
Matchbook romance
All time low
Chasing victory
Cry of the afflicted
Secondhand serenade
Settings
Haste the day
As i lay dying
Matchbook romance
The human abstract
Rookie of the year
Artist vs poet
Drive like carson
Shorelines end
Honor bright
Paramore
Red car wire
Phone calls from home
This time next year
The july week
Hit the lights
Crashcarburn
Making april
Ellington
Vega under fir
The wedding
A skylit drive
Senses fail
Sky eats airplane
We the kings
Versa emerge
Driver side impact
Rja
Silverstein
There for tomorrow
Our last night
Fireflight
Divided by friday
October nites
The boy and his machine
The maine
Ice nine kills
Cinematic sunrise
Cute is what we aim for
Van atta high

taker.

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