Saturday, April 19, 2008
Luke has always been a person who loves to keep to himself. sometimes and occasionally. he would just start expressing himself and his problems to his friends. he always thought of himself as a person who always puts himself into deep shit and big problems. but he enjoyed the pain that would succumb. he, was emo. he grew up to be this way. all by himself. he didnt see this coming. nor the problems that would arise. but he only saw that he was bound to make the same mistake over and over again. and this especially came true.
Luke has friends and good friends. both guys and girls. but he always thought of himself as a lousy friend. he always thought that he did not know the meaning of friendship. what it took to be a friend. a basic friend. he found this out himself. and he tried to make certain changes. sometimes he failed. but every time he succeeded. he was glad and satisfied with himself.
Luke found out that he was paranoid. over small issues. he couldnt stop himself. in fact, he enjoyed the hurt that was felt from exaggerating the bad things that could possibly happen. Luke loved pain.
Luke often found that he was contradicting himself. he tasted his own medicine. bitter. unpleasant and nauseating. he had adopted his own method of attention-diverting. pre-occupying himself so that he didnt have to be paranoid. but he told himself he liked the pain. as a result. Luke was always lost in his own heart and mind. many a time. he did not know what to do. he could only turn to that many.
Luke therefore, turned out to be an independent and self-reliant chap. he figured that only he could help himself. but no one said it would be easy. sure he expected struggles and soul break. but he kept strong. for at the end of the day. what was to come would always remain the final piece of the puzzle. Luke was very deep, emotional and over-sensitive.
Luke loves music, he is currently incoperating his life struggles into his song lyrics. and strives to be a professional musician. Luke regrets not starting music early. but nothing can stop Luke now. for in the months to come. he is going full steam ahead for music.
my dear friends, i tell you most solemnly. Luke is not hard to find.
Luke will disappear when he is caught by everyone.
THE END
Luke has friends and good friends. both guys and girls. but he always thought of himself as a lousy friend. he always thought that he did not know the meaning of friendship. what it took to be a friend. a basic friend. he found this out himself. and he tried to make certain changes. sometimes he failed. but every time he succeeded. he was glad and satisfied with himself.
Luke found out that he was paranoid. over small issues. he couldnt stop himself. in fact, he enjoyed the hurt that was felt from exaggerating the bad things that could possibly happen. Luke loved pain.
Luke often found that he was contradicting himself. he tasted his own medicine. bitter. unpleasant and nauseating. he had adopted his own method of attention-diverting. pre-occupying himself so that he didnt have to be paranoid. but he told himself he liked the pain. as a result. Luke was always lost in his own heart and mind. many a time. he did not know what to do. he could only turn to that many.
Luke therefore, turned out to be an independent and self-reliant chap. he figured that only he could help himself. but no one said it would be easy. sure he expected struggles and soul break. but he kept strong. for at the end of the day. what was to come would always remain the final piece of the puzzle. Luke was very deep, emotional and over-sensitive.
Luke loves music, he is currently incoperating his life struggles into his song lyrics. and strives to be a professional musician. Luke regrets not starting music early. but nothing can stop Luke now. for in the months to come. he is going full steam ahead for music.
my dear friends, i tell you most solemnly. Luke is not hard to find.
Luke will disappear when he is caught by everyone.
THE END
jared thought about you at 8:22:00 PM
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