Wednesday, April 23, 2008
i am super disappointed in myself. in case u all are wondering why. my cross country timing sucked like hell. i feel so sad...... its like. one of my worst runs ever. the nausea feeling was nothing new. but still... the whole thing sucked la. i have humiliated myself.. i should have trained harder.but i dunno what i should blame or who to blame. nvm. like i always say, accept, recover, stand up and move on. yup. so today was my first and last cross country. i dun have another try to prove that i am worthy of myself. oh well. i guess im at the stand up stage. ill move on over the next 2 days or so.
something to be happy about. i achieved a new rubik's cube record!!!!(: not under 1 min but close enought. 1 min 7secs. many more shortcuts to discover. and new methods. hope to do it in 35 secs!! then i think ill be the fastest in school. but this calls for practice.
mid year's are nearing. uh oh. hahaha. oh well. hmm. almost done with my physics revision. intend to finish it by mid may!
suddenly feel like i cant wait for my birthday! better start planning what to do now. if not last minute then kalang kaboat. think it's spelled like that.
to end of this post. an in depth phrase. happiness is short lived. but sadness will always remain in the heart. but why am i saying this. god = joy. so this means that im not a good christian? cause i choose to be haunted by sadness? contradiction. just so much like someone i noe.
anyway,dinner time.so ya. gotta bathe too. at 10pm.
something to be happy about. i achieved a new rubik's cube record!!!!(: not under 1 min but close enought. 1 min 7secs. many more shortcuts to discover. and new methods. hope to do it in 35 secs!! then i think ill be the fastest in school. but this calls for practice.
mid year's are nearing. uh oh. hahaha. oh well. hmm. almost done with my physics revision. intend to finish it by mid may!
suddenly feel like i cant wait for my birthday! better start planning what to do now. if not last minute then kalang kaboat. think it's spelled like that.
to end of this post. an in depth phrase. happiness is short lived. but sadness will always remain in the heart. but why am i saying this. god = joy. so this means that im not a good christian? cause i choose to be haunted by sadness? contradiction. just so much like someone i noe.
anyway,dinner time.so ya. gotta bathe too. at 10pm.
jared thought about you at 7:17:00 PM
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