my life so far:

confirmation! woo! it was good. my name is DAVID

and common tests were great. im quite confident i can do well.

band is coming over tomorrow to jam

oh ya, got a drum set in my new home(:

back to dota days again.

there is no use for a blog now that there's twitter.

gymnastics has been alright. improving slowly. its tough mannn

have yet to go out w marilyn for her ice cream! so busyyy. so sorry mal

have yet to watch planet 51 and avatar! ):

imkrcb is exactly wad u think it is.

erm.. recently hoooked on fishville. haha

and GOSSIP GIRL! did i fail to mention.

gonna create new music w ashdown tomorow! ALTERNATE BAND FOR THE WIN!

jus wanna say.... happy birthday to robin.

you will ALWAYS have a place in my heart. one of my best bros ever. until i go army. lol kidding,
thank you for all the laughs, for all the non-stop talking. u really noe how to liven any environment. just dont do the same for a funeral. later the ghost buay song.

erm. xh and jerome's bdays coming up soon too.

common tests coming. SHITTZXZXZX. confirm gg.

gonna watch legend of the seeker now. pretty main character :D wootss

im tired.

isly.

gonna watch new moon later on in the afternoon. absss... ooooo

common tests are coming. i really dont feel like having commitments such as school. jus wanna concentrate on other things. good thing i only have one examinable module. or maybe 2.

today is just too dam hot. poor penguins and other antartic animals.. ): i feel for them. here we are complaining and we dont have insulation. wad about that! all that thick fur and blubber. its jus so saddening. we should start a campaign. SHAVE THOSE POLAR BEARS! i guess thatll help them cool down. then again theres a chance of u getting mauled to death and becoming cute lil baby bear's desert.

and i jus realised im babbling.

anyway. now's the wrong time to get hooked on gossip girl.

my current attachment just became a detachment that reattached my detached heart.

wad?... ok. i will try my best to study.

i cant help but say.. its nice to know how you truly feel. after all this while.

CHAO OUUSAIII.

ps. i FREAKING HATE BAD ROMANCE BY LADY GAGA

went back to unity today. miss that place like hell. ): good to see haiman and gang and marilyn.

i thought i was running a fever jus nw.. hmmm..

anyway. began watching 2 new shows. mighty morhpin power rangers series1 the best series ever. and gossip girl.

im actually surprised im watching a chick show. first impression : chuck is douchebag. serena is only the prettiest. dan is so cute. i can relate to him.

gym tomorrow! (: i hope somehow i get a fever, lazy go sch.

semi-exicted to watch gossipgirl tomorrow. oh no... im one of them now..

good night world.

okay wasssupppppppppp. my laptop is A-OKAY!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO. and tweetdeck is jus the coolest shit!

so... tomorrow all shall be revealed.

hmmm. oh yes.. got lots of school work to do ): tonight i mus chiong alr.

stop waiting for an opportunity, create one.

i know you're scared. im just as scared as you are. but if you are willing, ill be waiting

i thought it'd be easier as the day came closer. but i guess i was clearly mistaken. the urges are stronger than ever, feelings deeper than ever.nothing can disguise this endeavour.
desparation will lead to being selfish and that would screw things up when the best moment is jus round the corner..

i need to see you or at least hear you.
time has passed so much that thinking isnt good enough anymore
i cant wait for the day to say.
take my hand lets see what god has in store..

sup people. reinstated the computer in the new house.. but now my lappy spoil... even after reformatting.

so new house is alright. looks better and better. cant wait for the music room and my DRUM SET!!!!!!!! SHIOK-A-NATHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gonna drum like everyday waaaaaaaaa cant wait manzxzxzxzxx!!!!!!!!!!

ecstatic,euphoric,cloud 9 thats wad u make me.

i realised... everyday i come home... i pangsai.....

and im sick. got the very weird hong gan feeling in my throat, MUS BE NANA and my mother.

its been 8 days since i moved in to my new house. not too bad i should say.. just fixed the internet.

i havent dota-ed in 8 days ):

school: not bad.. timetable quite good. but i might have to cut my hair.. arghhhh nvm.. and here i thought poly was all about liberty to do whatever you want and stuff. i guess i was wrong. as the fat lady in xiao hai bu ben(i not stupid) says, if i give u all the freedom, u will burst like a balloon..

Luke said to Jared " who are you trying to kid? "

last few days in my house ):

im soooo gonna miss this house laaaa. so convenient. so sheltered and all..

my new house must walk 5min jus to get to the main road bus stop... super sian. and HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

i gonna carry small umbrella every time alr.

im looking forward to the movie marathons to come. shiok :D

and the drum set!!!!!

and school is starting omggggggggggggg. i dun wannna go to schoollllllll. but then again, there's something to look forward to every morning. KAYA BUTTER BUN WITH TEH PINGGGGG!!!!! shiokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...

ok time to brainstorm on a longshot

happy birthday to celestine and vanessa.. danker...

celestine: im still sorry about that time.. sorry. but anyway, all the best with u and yy. u and school. pick the right school this time. no matter what, yy will be there. so might i. ok will i.

vanessa: u are a loser.. but nvm, u make up for it somehow. i dunno wad to say for u. really. erm...
thanks for the effort.

practice makes perfect.

my temper has been becoming worse this week. too much dota. correction, too much losing in dota.

thus, ive made an oath, no dota for a week. or a few days at least until i come to my senses. gosh... games...

tomorrow is my confirmation test. so not ready. but i hope the 5 of us can make it this year. i hope.. pray for us man.

school starting in 2 weeks. o levels coming when? around the same time? or slightly later.

i dun wanna become a monster.

i dunno wad else to do online man.. besides dota. facebook like. nothing leh.

i think i got sore throat coming.

everybody falling sick. kimberley, jerome, grandma and now me.

tomorrow will be a better day.

shit.. i lost every round of pool.... EVERY SINGLE round!. and i didnt have nasi goreng cina padrik thai. i had.. nasi goreng pataya. then i saw the receipt, the guy put xxxchilli. means no chilli right? then wad the shit.. got like chilli saus or chili sos sprayed in lines all over my pataya.... u tell me wad the hel is the xxx for? if those were the wheel of fortune blanks. xxx = put.

oh well i enjoyed the teh ping. but the condensed milk expanded my stomach. ):

wa today.. i rotted at home. but it was good rotting. gooddd.......

sudden infatuation with anberlin. and alternate music.

and the best band award goes to dear dakota. and best song 2009 is the way she feels by between the trees.

and wHY AM I BLOGGING ABOT THIS SHIT..

when i go nana's house on monday i WILL BUY the imba kaya bread from sheng siong outside... oh yea.. hail orange kaya and fattening butter.

birthday wishes. hmm.. to vivien tan.

although there is absolutely no chance that u will read this. i jus wanna say, u are a great fren. u are capable of loving someone unconditionally. and u should be thankful for such a wonderful gift. ur other half will be very blessed to have u. all the best in ur life. raise ur self esteem.

to kimberley bruce..

wad can i say. if our friendship was a movie, the genre would be, psychological thriller. but still im thankful for knowing u. youre smart and capable. i hope u realise that. all the best in ur life too.

and to both of u and other olevel students. look at the clock. are u scared? ask urself wad have u done? is it satifactory? sieze every opportunity u have to study. dun regret doing a course or entering a jc u dont like. trust me i have frens who are like that. im sure u have frens like that too. no offence. but ya. dun watch them live a mistake and do nothing about ur own future. its never too late. NEVER. so go kick some GCE butt. :D god bless.

OKAY LOOKS LKE ITS TIME TO GO AL AMEEN FOR SOME SUPER SHIOK TEH PING AND NASI GORENG CINA PADRIK THAI!!! AND THEN SOME POOL! I HOPE TODAY IS A GOOD POOL DAY! I DN WANNA BE OFF-FORM LIKE THE OTHER DAY...SUPER DU LAN!!!

HEROES season 5 EPI 3!!!!!!!!! FASTER COME OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!@#!_)(*&^%$#@

yeah back from tioman island! for my first dive trip!!!! shiokkkkk.

it was a good experience. but i expected abit more. maybe it's the location. i hope that i can get to dive at an even better location next time. i still havent changed my disgust for salt water but i certainly have become more accustomed to the overwhelming taste of it in my mouth. i got stung by a jellyfish!!! the photos are on my facebook.

ive decided to put back my tagboard, cause tags are the only factor that lets me know that people actually do come to this god-forsaken blog.

im in love with smallville. i hate how clark cant tell lana.. so much....... the writer complicates things to ensure that he has the fans' hearts dying to know if lana will ever find out. this is wad i call a goodddddd series! just like heroes. imba...

mannnn purevolume got one too many bands alr. i dunno how to get all those songs sia..

cant wait for next dive trip. i confirm mus buy my own fins and mask and suit alr. uncomfortable sia..

i thought i'd be happy to blog about today. but i guess the only thing im happy about today is the nice cool cloudy weather the lord has blessed me with.

i guess birthdays are getting worse and worse every year. but cant blame my frens. in singapore.. u cant have fun without money, there's not much to do, that i noe off. and doesnt mean u find something to do, everyone would want. but hey, im the bday boy. i do wad i want. but if all my frens dun like it, then ill do it alone? so who said bday is ur special day.

sec2 i got detention for my bday, sec3 i spent it playing dota, which was not too bad. sec4 more dota and swimming? this year, LAN again, but at least ate at seoul and movie. nothing special huh. i guess... it's meant to be. i feel special everyday but on the one day im supposed to feel even more special and enjoy the day more, it doesnt happen.

i guess i learnt that i shouldnt expect too much for my 18TH bday. but who noes. ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN.

and sadly, i didnt get many bday messages until robin had to conspire with 4/8 to mass message me. oh well. better than nothing. if u dun bother/cant rmb, dun dream about being remembered. but at least the messages were sincere i miss 4/8 so much, i wish we all went poly together. but we have to move on, cause the wheel of time is always rolling, we cant get too stuck in the past. if not the sentences "life is all about taking risks" "one life, live it" will be nothing more than wad they are. words.

why the hell do i sound so emo on my freaking bday. i hope tomorrow will be a super shiok day. drinking and doing retarded things with my new found frens / all time bros.

ok i have to go sleep now. tomorrow will be a better day a better celebration.

im updating my blog at the wrong time-.-. my exam is in 2days!. but fret not jared, youre ready.

okay. my bday is coming in 2weeks and 2 days..... this year's came the fastest... idk wad to expect on my bday, i jus want to enjoy and celebrate it with my different groups of frens. all on different days la obviously. but i guess bday wishes are enough.

erm i got a gig this sat... i dun expect much.. i think it's gonna be quite lousy. i havent sung and played bass in a long time. and im forced to get the touch back in like wad 2 jamming sessions..... clearly a gg. but im sureeeee we'll pull through. its all up to me to keep up the vocals.

ok im kinda in love with domokun. the japanese cute brown monster thing, i believe it's the only stuff toy thingy taht guys will like. or fancy. the pasa malam got sell leh.. but all fake one. ahhaa.

erm... prime has been great. i think im improving. but hard to progress when lesson is oly once a week.

the pasa malam blasting techno... now blasting billie jean.. dam loud la.but i miss the bouncy rides thing.

im just a 17 year old boy..

i wonder wad presents im gonna get this year. but the most amazing gift will be something from the heart. i jus want my bros to be there to have fun with me. and of course i wanna spend a day with brenda too.

i remember when i was sec2, i had detention on my bday.. but it was all worth it..(:

ok. im going to indulge in an old time habit. DEE OH TEE EH! bye bye. muarckssazxz

ok dammmm long never update.

so far:

my maid's back. today is justin's bday. my elder bro's bday was on friday.

im growing stronger. i need to start studying eng mech.

harry potter was cool. im pretty unskeptical about it la. people say wad sucks all. only about love, not much magic. i mean come on, there's only so much the director can do.

i cant wait for SPIDERMAN 4 and 5. AQUAMAN, IRONMAN 2, AVATAR THE LAST AIR BENDER, 7th and 8th HARRY POTTER, and still got wad ah.. GI JOE all those shit la.

but i jus wanna see my spiderrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!! and AANG!!!!!

i wanna gig with ashdownnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.....

i wan ASHDOWN EP!!!

i got mp3! haha. borrowed from nick. and my bday is in 26DAYSSSS WEEEE

every year passes by faster and faster.

I WAN DIVE TRIPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!! I WAN MY LICENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm. wad else. my hair, i haven cut...

err. my dad says if i score majority a's for my exam, he'll get me iphone 3G. but. i dun really need such things... i just want my drumset....

okay. wad to blog about.

oh ya common tests.

all A one B. and the b is a math... wthhh... cant believe i can get b for something ive been studying for 2years... i got 78. but in poly 80 then is A. ):

er. received 2 warning letters from NP about skipping lessons. haha. wont skip again mannnxzx.

i wan dive license!

i love gym more and more.

i wan round deltoids and spartan abs.

i dun like 8am school.

i love kaya butter bun set.

2 more months to my 17th brithday!! i remember i said this last year too. hahah when i was turning 16 luh.

mannnn. im still getting labeled as some 20year old douche. or at least 18..

cause.. IM JUST TOO BUFFFF!!! no la kiddin kiddin.

my gig was great. recording ep will be expensive.

dive camp was awesome cant wait for dive trip.

i hate efficiency of commitee....

i can lick my fringe, sideburns, back. steadyy.

peace out.

if love is suffering then i love being in love.

i caught a flu bugg... nooooooooooo.

the imprompto performance in unity was a big le drigger.

the weather SUCKS BALLS.

stupid woodlands library so dusty.

i wan double choc frappe.

monsters vs aliens is a dam cute show.

good night.

wassup people. man i have to shit dammmm bloooddyyy badly now. but i couldnt move away from the com cause i was in a dota game. yeah i aced my math test. freaking careless mistakes... 73 divided by 33 i put 22. something...-.- like that 2 marks. then one more mark careless. if not can full marks siallllll chibong....

MY MATH LECTURER TRICEP DAM BIG SIA!! i got held back and told at by her today after class for saying that. HAHA! oh well.

MAPLEHHHH!!!!!

went to study with yi guo at yew tee mac. saw marilyn that lil cutie.

OK!! BIG ANNOUNCEMENT!! MY GIG HAS BEEN CHANGED FROM THE 7TH JUNE TO 13TH JUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!

ok need to shit dammm badly now.....byebye.

should i cancel hybrid concession?!?!??!!?!??!

ok, a mini debate over the washing of hair.

testimonies of my peers state that washing hair everyday or more than once a day is not so good. the hair will spoil, will drop faster, and stuff. i dunno. i jus tried not washing jus now. but i went to prime, hair sure dirty and stuff. i scared i wake up with itchy head tomorrow, and wad if there is a kutu on my scalp now, then overnight like breed a million in my pillow, then like that i die la. u will see me in ngee ann with things jumping all around my head. wa like that i gg..

ok peeps. vote how often i should wash. simply by tagging on my tagboard.

once a day, twice a day(morn and night), once every 2 days, or everytime i bathe.(example.if i bathe 3 times a day all 3 i wash)

ill tele the votes, then the mark burnett will tribe has spoken times.

wokay. had maths test the other day. i think maybe can get full marks if i dun careless.

er. cant wait for my gig.... but i hope ashdown can give a good first impression la. dam scared screw up and shit. not like ive never performed before. cross fingers!

what to post about manxzxzxzzzxzxxxxx..

my new blog songs rock like shit.

oh my laptop really sucksss. spoiling already. or maybe its cause of me. ahah. i never really take proper care. never drop before i think. but i always accidentally take out battery when the laptop is on, without turning on the power supply, then improper shut down and other shit la. damm kim and nana are right, my laptop really might spoil faster than i thought.

i got conned into buying fujitsu. knn.

ok i shall go find something to do now. i miss prime...

ok about that frequent update thingyyy aiyaa hard la. haha. ok i TRY to update on wednesday if not u can claim your free bubble tea by tagging my blog if u dun see a post on wednesday. NIGHT. around this time. which means thursday 12 plus am.

man my high jump skill graph is facing some ups and downs mannnnnn. since i was sick last week. i like lost touch on the technique and stuff. hope to get it back soon! today's training was so exhausting i had no energy to back tuck.

i guess no one wants to come for my gig. or no one has been visiting my blog. except this secret admirer. better not be brenda or robin... or xh.... bloody sluts.

YEAHH acoustic gig in NP soon!!! thanks to chris.

STAR TREK IS AWESOME. but bloody chibong mannnn spent 10bucks on the ticket. GV SUCKS!!!!!!!! so exx....... chibong nabei.

XMEN was even more awesomerrrr. and im not a fan of star trek btw. although i noe hercules actor and proffesor x actor inside.

tomorrow got maths test siolllllllllll. i better ace it. like all learn before in sec school. I MISS UNITY VERY MUCH!!! cant wait to perform there. i think we are not even gonna perform la.... no time to meet up and practice. plus i have not hung out or spoken 2 jerome for 2 weeksss... F man. and i swear its not because of brenda.solely. i dun even have the courage to call him and ask him to eat lunch luh wth. chibong im such a pussy, okgood night time to sleep. need to dry my lovely silky smooth hair. bye good night sluts.

wassup guys. ill take robin's tag into consideration and try to update more often.

anyway. poly life so far is ok.. tight. and ya its not the slack life u dream of during secondary school. every semester is crucial as it affects ur YEAR 3 GPA. which boils down to this, every LESSON is crucial cause ur marks also depend on ur attendance and work and attitude and shiats. thus, poly life is really a big ledrigger mode.

I CAN ALMOST DO A BACK TUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The elation and satisfaction when i dun land on my knees. but still alot of room for improvement. front flip is killing me. freaking hard to get it right.

I LOVE PRIME GYMNASTICS!

guys. gig on 7th june. please message me at 81335990 for details. tix is at 7dollars. yeap.

er. wad else do i have to say. oh ya. turns out that i MAY choose high jump over long dist. but id rather do both than to forsake one. even though long dist is more energy-depleting.

i think imma forget about rock climbing la. mon and wed track. tue and thur rock. then friday prime. sure dam tired one. i wont be able to cope also. arghhh. once again. my passion for rock. destroyed! ): tsk tsk. u cant have everything u want. u cant have everything ur way. chibong..

ok. goodbye peeps.

happy birthday daddy! haha he's in china now. if those china douches noe they will sing for it in that freaking imba china accent.

track and field bonding session today. made new friends again. and i played with laughing gas. OMG.. i was FREAKING skeptical. this senior he was like u wanna try u wanna try? after much persuasion. i tried. but nothing happened cause i didnt breathe into the hankerchief hard and deep enough. but it smelled dam concentrated. like the alcohol u put on ur ear after u pierce. so ya i sniffed the first time. nothing. jus felt VERY VERY DIZZY. VERYYYYY.. like dazed.

then i said eh after track i try again. then i told yi guo about it. then after track he went to try. he laughed like shit.. then i tried also. i managed to. like after 3 times of spraying the earlier 2 times failed. then the third time right. i smiled! smiled then the smile turned to laughing my head was like spinning i was SUPER ROFLING LMAOING LOLING. on the floor. coudnt stand up. i was like woah LLOLLOOL this LLOLLL is TOTALLY COOL!LOLOLL in my head. then i heard in my head. those kind of techno song effects. and that high pitched sound u hear somtimes. immediately i converted from a skeptic to a believer. i tell u.. its dammmmmm freaking funny. and dammmmm bloooodyyyyyy fun to play. ya u will laugh for like 30 secs to a minute. the silent but dam hard laughter. for me i felt dizzy and dazed again luh. like blur and couldnt stand up kinda thing. my legs became weak. so ya ill skip abit more.and i enjoyed the second time also! AHAHHAHAHAhaha dam fun to play. i PROMISE. its dam cool how the thing works. really.

its called ethylcloride its for muscle pain relief. but its also serving as a good laughing gas. ahhaa. its sold at guardian. 12bucks for a canister. go try. and have fun. but I WARN YOU! ITS ADDICTIVE> JUS BE CAREFUL.BEEE REALLY CAREFUL. I DUNNO THE EFFECTS OF OVER DOSAGE.

FIRST DAY OF POLYYYYYYY!!!

okay today was jus horrendous... DAM BLOODY HOT IN THE MORNING OKAY!!!! lessons were a drag. maybe its cause i was sleepy. and ya i fell asleep. woops.. made 2 new buddies. gonna join TRACK,ROCK CLIMBING,DIVING AND CANOE POLO!! but ill stick to 2. mayb rock too if rock and track doesnt clash. canoe is jus go try out and play play. and get that super duper awesome tight fit water sports shirt by adidas. bumped into peeps like vanessa pereira and gacad and kyle and yada yada. haha.

ok blogging super fast. wanna sleep early. TOMORROW I WILL MEET MARILYN (UNLESS SHE SUDDENLY CANNOT) IF NOT I WILL SHAVE MY HEAD. YES! oh shit did i jus say that.

i hope tomorrow wont be a hot day! and er hmm.

ENJOY POLY LIFE EVERYONE!!! LOVE YOU WORHX!

RAHHHHHH!!!!!

school is startinggggggggggggg.): man i hope i get to be in the same class as yi guo. and hopefully cca. that way, i wont lose my good buddy(: and about jeromee....... harder to meet up since he's in business now.. ahhhhhh. sucky shit la.

man it seems that either no one is reading my blog, or that no one gives a shit about prime. DAMN ALL OF YOU!!! DAMN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no la kiddin. oh well. your lost.

everyone should go get a bottle of snapple. the real fact underneath the cap is dammmm interesting. but the drink is kinda ex =/

ok need to sleep soon. meeting brenda the louser tomorrow for lunch at this new and hot place that is appearing like everywhere, xin wang hong kong cafe. chibong...

pardon my rude absence.

okay. lets see. i have school everyday.. i think everyone also. the breaks suck!!! but i like tuesday and thursday. 9-12 and 8-12 respectively. not bad.

had INCA bbq today at aqilah's house. woodgrove condo. ZHEN ME QIAO BA!!!! like opposite my church please. well i knew that before alr la. YEAHHHHHHHHH i can do a proper front tuck!!! into the pool. PLUS A BACK TUCK TOOOO!O!O!O!O!O!O!O!O! YEAHHH!!! THANK YOU PRIME!!!!

IF YOU'RE NOT SINCERELY READING MY POST! AT LEAST READ THE FOLLOWING PART!!!!!!!!!!

okay i shall advertise prime here. prime gymnastics club. located at toa payoh. teaches gymnastics, tricking, bboy-ing, and xma(x-treme martial arts.) thanks to prime one of my dreams is coming true!!! that is to learn flips!! yeah. the lessons are every friday night. 8pm to 11pm. the lesson price has increased due to lack of members. but i pay $32 a month. yeap. the coach is like 19 so dun have to feel inferior and stuff. he's really nice.and short! haha. but heeeeee goodddddddd...... so ya interested please contact me at 81335990. and ill tell coachy. guys and girls are welcomed. the place is not very huge but the equipment is coolllll. theres a sponge pit which my friends and i play in from like 10pm to 11pm. so ya. please JOIN!! and we can flip happily ever after. together.

okay off to bed!! need to go brenda's house at 10am.. she'll kill me if i oversleep againnnnnnnn. teehee(:

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAYYYYYY!!

i got pranked 3 timesss............. by brenda and xing han..

i cut my hair!! fo shizzle!!! its shorter and has more shape. best hair cut of my life. definitely going back there again. finally i found a lady who gives satisfactory hair cuts.

omg the food in np right... i love it more and more each time i eat there la.

nearing the end of the holidays. OH SHITTTT MY PIANO AND DRUM LESSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KANINAAAAAAAAAAAA

well i hope everyone played their part in supporting earth hour!!! please say u guys did.

sports camp vs freshmen orientation camp.

overall sports camp was better. it was more organised.it was a great experience,trying out the different ccas, the games were fun, the food was excelllent despite repitions in the kind of food, the whole camp commitee and group leaders and stuff were all super enthu and had good morale. the camp people were funny, they sure can shuffle and tech-tonik well.there was this other guy named jared too, he was a helper in camp. and when he found out we both shared the same name, he got real pissed, i was pissed too. there is something about jareds whereby we dun fancy another jared being 10feet away from each other. its like all jareds feel that their name is soooo special that 2 can never be at the same place at any time. and if that happens its like north and north poles. the name loses it's specialness. and u become like some jack or some gabriel or some other common name dude. this was my theory, prooved in sports camp, in np. but i guess im ok with it now. i mean he is cool and funny and kinda abit like me la. from wad ive seen.

foc....already i initially didnt wanna go because of wad sports camp people said. 2hours learning mass dance or 2 hours dragonboat? of coures the latter. so ya and I DONT DANCE. but in the end i decided to give it a shot. so the first day alr like i could tell that the camp wasnt very organised. a distinct difference between each camps' group leaders (GLs), sports camp one better. so i fell abit ill on the second day, and i had to book out cause i had an appointment. but im glad that i came back for campfire night. the skits were awesome, better than sports camp. and plus. PLUS!! there was a super duper awesome disco!!! hot night was its name. at 10pm we went like clubbing in the media block. and u noe i dun dance, but i was like WTHECK poly alr. so jus CHIONG AHHHHHH. and it was dam fun i tell u. my throat became so parched i grabbed some random pink bottle on the floor. i THINK it was my frens la, i remember the design. THINK. so ya. clubbinggggggg.(: wa now idk if i still garang enough to dance in church or not. so ya thats something i LOVE about foc.

okay thats it. call me foolish.

supposed to be for 10th march.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!! though the probability of u reading this is 12/100. or mayb 1/100.
i jus wanna say.. thanks for the decade of interesting and exciting friendship(: i love u. and u are on the top 5 dun-wanna-lose-people list. thanks for everything and i mean everything.youre the best female friend i ever have and ever will have. ill keep it short and sweet. so ya. god bless us(;

to thaslim and ahmad. firstly, begum.. for 2 years u were my classmate buddy(: it was always a joy sitting beside u. alwayssss. we'd have so much fun together. so much mischief so much bonding(: it was sad we had to split up. but even so, we still hold each other dear to each of our hearts.i thank u for all the help and all the joy youve brought into my 2 years. i noe we will always keep in touch, love u begum

and ahmad, the voice of velvet's rose. i always enjoy making u laugh and jokin with u. by the way, u owe me a bk meal... yup ur over-formality makes u stand out in the crowd, thats a REAL singer's job, to get people's attention so that u can really connect with the audience, anyway its a bummer that u left the band..... now things will be alot tougher, either one of us has to sing and play. i jus hope that nothing changes between us, no hard feelings, no tension all.so ya ill see you around bro(:

ok good night.i think i might be coming down with something.

NEW LAPPY!(:

so i bought a new fujitsu. kinda laggy.. maybe i ran too many things at a go. this is afterall jus a mere laptop. yup i didnt get lenovo cause its made in china, acer cause it jus sucks, fujitsu was the only appealing one left. somemore this is made in japan(:

but i still hate the japs for invading. the torture and agony.... when u really imagine a scenario right, your soul jus crumbles la... so poor thing those people. like wtshit man. those douche japs. but i lik their FOOD!!!!(:

so ya going to jerome's church tomorrow. again... maybe ill do it every week now(:

err.. i guess its time for a new luke chapter.

bloody shit. i lost the latest chapter number. nvm.

so ya i am luke. random name.

i am having trouble being a good friend lately. i remembered last year i prayed that god would teach me to become a better friend. i think i did. but this year. a new obstacle harder and more ominous than ever before. i dunno wad to do with my friendships!!! so lost. i dun wanna hurt anyone. id rather hurt myself than to hurt them. ahhh ill continue this another time..

direct sales officer... DSO...

suckernathan chibong hong gan.. 2nd day on the job. for two nights running han guo gets the only and last customer of the night..... wtshit man.. so taico. and both 2nd floor. so i need to open up tributaries and channels to increase my income.

here goes:

think cable tv is too expensive? well consider yourself blessed cause for less then $20/month u can enjoy 20-25 channels for a period of 12months. this promotion emphasises on the 50% discount that u cant find any where else, be it a starhub shop or those MRT promoters. the usual price is about 30plus, so if u noe math. the price ive mentioned above is not a scam. GST and rental fee (around $4) is already calculated. the promotion has 3 packages, it may sound racist but there is one for each specific ethnic group, mandarin people are given VV drama, malays are given sensai, indians will have vijay.

there are 7 groups of channels, lifestyle, education, entertainment, chinese infotain, chinese entertain, world news and kids. you can choose 3 out of these 7. your chosen groups are also interchangeable for free. but please do so at the start of each month's billing cycle. call 1633 to do so. each group has about 4-6 channels. so multiply by 3, adding 5 free international channels, and your preset channel - vv drama, sensai or vijay. that is around minimum 18 channels for less than 20 dollars. one channel = ~ $1

so ya thats about the jist/geist/ dunno, of it. any further enquires, please call me at 81335990(: bye bye.

MOHAMMAD HAPPYY!!!!!!! HAHHAHAHAHA LOL LMAO ROFL

harpreet....

oh kay............. IM SUPER DUPER DUPER ULTRA MEGA HYPER UBER HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN DO A FRONT TUCK NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a thousand smiles baby........................................................

ok. i guess i have to remove that emo post. as promised. dam. yi guo won.

btw the new version of your call. is super nice(: im gonna load the vid nowwww.

oh yes. be sure to check my facebook. got vids of me doing FLIPS!!!! and some fun random shit in the sponge pit.. trust the sponge baby trust the sponge.

jerome decided to spontaneously join us. he is doing okay i guess. like how i was during first lesson. im sure he'll get it(: ill help out. yup. no more landing on the back anymore. into the pool. its a FULL tuck leong. i mean FULL tuck and a nice landing.

im loving the way u shake ur ass.

finally got my poly letter. i got 2! wtshit... post office was late. gee. kinda reminds me of myself.

push is a cool movie. but we went in a few mins late. the epilogue of the show? or issit the, i dunno what term la. prelogue ah i dunno wad la. yi guo help me.

oh yes. ALMOST had another injury. han guo was helping me out of the sponge pit. so we grabbed each others' hands. he almost SNAPPED my thumb. i could feel the bone almost ejecting out. i screamed WHAT THE FUCK! yeahhh i said wtf.. i was freaking scared ok.. i couldnt hold back. it was a very frightening experience... but other than that. no injuries today. my thumb is normal too(:

MARILYN!!! I WANNA EAT LUNCH WITH YOU!!!!! ): i miss u. u and ur dumb o levels... stupid study...... then now we cant even talk often.. but oh well. ill be understanding. i dun wanna screw up ur future over a lunch appointment. just noe that im waiting(:

and i still wanna throw u.

alright i guess i should go bathe...tomorrow im going to church of singapore bukit timah. IM GOING TO CONVERT TO A CHARISMATIC!!! no la. just kidding.

DRAGONBALL!!!!!! 5 DAYS!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im getting impatient!!!! I WANNA WATCH!! ill go drool over the trailer now. see ya guys.

lurrbx euux. tankx fworr rEadding worrhxz! >.<

DRAGONBALL IS COMING OUT IN 10 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH OMGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE MOMENT OF TRUTH. MY DREAMS HAVE COME TRUE!!! A REAL DRAGONBALL MOVIE!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SO HAPPY I CAN EAT A BUG!!! okay no that'll never happen.

anyway. adding on to my flips lesson post. this guy said yi guo and i look like 20years old. WTH!!! i look so old meh. well thats good la in a way. and i sure dun act 20. i act. 11. (:

oh yes. i got a new cpu. bloody big imba shit. the graphic card is like tissue box length. and its 4GB ram.time to enjoy gaming like ive never experienced before.

im most probably gonna shift to a terrace or a semi-detached. ): so sad. far from peeps. i hope i move to woodlands. at least not so bad. or bukit timah.

erica's bday party was fun, only towards the end when we played foozball. hahhaha. elsa, is an amazing girl. she rocks at sports. i like sporty girls(: elsa and erica are sisters btw. yup. and indonesian food tastes kinda cool. wait who am i to comment. i only ate chicken,rice and poured some unknown flavour soup onto my rice to soggy-fy it. i mean waterlog it.

and we sucked helium again(:

F man. i thought of 3 lines of lyrics during church. and i forgot ALL!

AHHHH. love life. suckssssssssssssssss

THE LAST DAY OF FERB-UARY! haha.

so ya. ytd flip lesson again. im am elated, overjoyed, ecstatic. i DID A PROPER FRONT FLIP! not on ground la. still abit more to go then can do on ground but im getting there. and it seems that ive gotten a new injury.an abrasion patch on my left palm. last week was blister. next week, i wonder what. and my body scrub right is the seaweed one. so have abit of salt content. when my abrasion touched it, i was immobilized completely. i darent scream to transit the pain. cause my mum was sleeping. i had to hold it in. and the abrasion turned from red to white. seriousssss...... it was excruciating. guess im a pussy..-.-

hmm auditions tomorrow!!! i hope the bass guitar works. if not im totally screwed. please god. help me out here!!

i look forward to every friday of the week. my vessel and medium to becoming a flipster.

things to do to marilyn one day:
1. squeeze her dam tight
2. throw her. be it into a pool or sea.
3. do wrestling moves on her.

ok she aint a guy so i cant be too rough. =/

i love my new blog songs. from 1 to 5. super shiok. regarding no.1 and no.3. go to youtube type buffalax. and you'll see what im talking about.

okay off to dota now. bye peeps. take care. muarrckxzz

i just realised my blogskin doesnt show the title of my posts. so ill put it down.

MORBID LIFE PART 2. part 2 cause sec3 or 2 my url was my-morbid-life.blogspot.com

hello everyone. lets review what ive learnt over the past unfruitful 17 years of my mediocre life.

im gonna list down the things i noe how to do:
drums
bass
guitar
sing
scream
parkour
dota
world of warcraft
badminton
soccer
softball
swimming
rock-climbing
flips
rollerblade
ice skate
sports u learn during P.E
fitness
taekwondo
errr classical dancing
studies
running

now lets list down how many of these things im actually good at:

scream
rock-climbing
softball? i wouldnt consider myself excellent either

there. 17years. what i have achieved.

im not even good with people.
not a party animal.
not good at cheering people up.
not good at socialising.
not good at starting convos.
just not good anything.
completely,utterly,regretfully 100% useless.

and if there is one thing im good at. its that im the best jack of all traits.the best master of none.
what the shit is wrong with me.i need eye-openers.i need drive,will power,self-esteem,determination,morale,persistancy.i need change.i need stepping stones i need people to guide me to the first stepping stone. i need people to guide me to guide me to life up my feet.i cant do anything on my own.just so helpless.such a burden and curse to myself.

and even if people try to cheer me up by saying no la u are good at this and this and that and etc. its just no use. i wanna be good at the things that im not,or that im trying to be at.but i cant.and that includes EVERYTHING i know.

can anyone even uderstand or empathize with me? or am i just the only one feeling this way. i dunno what i need to do. and the worst part is, IM NOT EVEN A GOOD CHRISTIAN. i do not please GOD.

im am haning from a cliff. but there's no one to pull me up cause i myself already cant. so am i gonna be a jack for life? i dont have the fire to give it my best. everything i do, i dun give 100%
let's face it.i dont think im gonna find an answer any sooner.

i may even stop trying to do anything at one point.and just be a loser,staying home all day and everyday and just play dota, and some other games.ill grow mega fat.deteriorate my health.get diabetes at 18 years old.get brain cancer while having diabetes.forget about going for health checkups.eat alot of maggee mee and sweets and chocolates and chips while gaming.grow bald by 19.reach terminal by 19and a half.live in a big shell.get serious asthma and nature-borne diseases.die at 20.full of utmost regret and shame.or why dont i jus die of leprosy.slow and agonising.

i still live and believe in this reverse-motto.and im convinced. : i never get things right the first time, i may fail again the second time, i might stop trying on the third time. i will forget about the fourth time.just like luke. cause I AM Luke.

cause im just too much of a taker, ang kang foo, one million ketupat, hong gan flaygon, tuts my barreh, son of sun, benny lava who fought a barber man and DIED.

ok ill make yi guo a deal. if i can master front tuck(lay-manly known as front flip). in one month. ill remove this post. but i guess he'll just have to wait 7 YEARS! for me to learn that.oh yes my reason for this long and dreadful post is cause today i had my first flips lesson at toa payoh gym.its a really cool gym. got all the props u need to learn gymnastics and stuff.and today we learnt the front tuck EXCEPT FOR ME!!!(: so ya i couldnt take being stuck half-way at things anymore. so thats y i decided to become emo again.

ok so rmb that time i blogged about how i slept and 5 or 6am playing facebook with yi guo. this time right it is 6AM. and we did something super duper ultra hyper mega retarded. u noe now youtube got the audio preview for ur comments right? ya i think u get the idea. HAHAHAHAAAHAHAHA OMG!^@#^@& its the funniest shit THIS YEAR. we type alot of retarded thigns like hokkien vulgar and all. DAM!!!!!! BLOODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!!. got one right. i didnt expect it to be so funny. he typed. hahahahahhahaha lololololololol--- alot more than this la.then i literally fell of my chair and began ROFL-ing. omg. then we were like why are we laughing at senseless things in the middle of the night. so ya it was a dam fun stay over. but i was dam lethargic when i woke up.-.-

i thought yi guo music!(:

happy valentine's day everybody. for the couples. please dont let v day the only day to make ur girl special,its just insincere. but if u make her feel special everyday and even more spec on vday, then i say u are a good bf. so ya cheers to all couples.

as for those who secretly admire girls/guys. i say all the best to u. may u weave ur way right into her heart and come clean before her.

as for those lonely singles. tomorrow at tampines are there is a parkour jam with the singapore parkour group. its titled pk jam for lonely singles. so ya if u GUYS are interested, 330pm. see u there. im going(: cause im a lonely single): how contradictive. i smell then i frown.

good night everyone.

no matter how fast you are, you'll never be able to catch up with time.

yo peeps. as u can see. my blog template has undergone a major overhaul, for the better. althought there still is a slight problem. a big gap. but it's so that i can fit my playlist. so it took danny(IT expert in the making in NYP) and i- interested in IT but didnt put it in any of my poly choices, to alter the template and stuff. the font colour, is inevitably unchangeable. so ya. as ive said before, i shall reiterate. PLEASE HIGHLIGHT THE POSTS IF U HAVE TROUBLE READING.

so how's my life? okay i guess. nth much.

pending plans prior to poly life:

1. take up piano again
2. take up drums again
3. get a drum set
4. get a bass

so ya i bought my world of warcraft alr. FREAKING pissed. the bloody monsters keep killing me, i have to walk dam far jus to get to my corpse so that they will allow me to press resurrect.

yeah i went to the gym ytd. feel so hulk-ish now.

my love life is embroiled right now.

i jus downloaded skype. kinda cool. but jerome doesnt have a webcam, only got mic. STUPID SHIT.but we use it for dota purposes.

ok, its time to turn in.

my mistakes are gold

OKAY so since claire insisted. ive changed my blog skin. but.. some things are really wrong. IF U ARE FINDING THIS HARD TO READ. HIGHLIGHT IT.

as u can see. i have a crisis here. hoping that danny can help me. or mayb someone who has a solution. please give me a call. much appreciated.

happy NIUUUUUUUUU year everyone. -.-

my mum brought back this pack of kit kat. FROM ENGLAND. not from malaysia. u compare right. can really differentiate between the 2. obviously the england one is much shioker. got 29 bars. but only the 2strips one. not the kit kat chunky or the 4strips one. sad): but still gooddddddd....

malaysia kit kat like kanasai man. not nice. chapalangness. to the gerga.

I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN IT. IN POLY!!!!

oh the dance with me song in my playlist very nice.

YOU NOE WHY I AM HAPPY?!?!?!?!?!?? CAUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

my maid and my aunty said that i grew more muscular!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
dance with me now!!

yeaa finally my tiring and pain-staking attempts to make my hand muscles bigger have succeeded.(: im so gay right now.

just had reunion dinner. steamboatanathan

cashflow starts in 2 days(:

i jus feel like spamming the f word so much....... FFF FFFF FEF DASFASDFSD HYJOJGOJOIAJG.
but im not angry or anything. jus feeling very restless.like a bull which hasnt had a fight in 2months.FASCUAKXCAKKC.

lao shu super super ai da mi. wth??! -.-

ashley baby(:

i jus realised. how untalented i am.or how i havent been utilizing it to the fullest. i feel very disappointed in myself. like what am i doing. there's no drive in me to want to improve. the world is so distracting, its a hindrance, its a set back, its a hassle, a burden jus to appease it. u can never do 2 things at once. not as well as doing one at a time.

but once we begin life. we get caught in the wheel. u noe the one hamsters run in? ya. except that hamsters are allowed to dismount it. but once we enter, there's no turning back. unless u have the power and will to do so. the cage is locked. the owner likes to see us suffer and run for our lives. thats wad we do sometimes. jus run away. but no matter how much or far we run on that wheel. we'll end up at the same place once again. agree? i mean. taking into consideration, the circular shape. we're as good as running on the spot. it's only a matter of time before the life we desperately want to leave behind catches up and haunts us again. many of us lack resolve, or at least a strong one. what we need is a saviour. to unlock the cage and chains that trap us in a world of impending doom. what we need is GOD.he will provide everything, all he needs is an answer. easier said than done. even though we sing, we live by faith and not by sight. sometimes it's jus not convincing enough to trust someone whom we cant see. it's like accepting super enticing candy, but the only problem is that its from a stranger. so if u ask me, what do i do? i dun have an answer now,honestly. the right thing to do is to seek refuge in god. but, so many distractions. just too many. i guess im still pretty far from breaking the cage doors. just a little more candy. and i might give in.

taking it from a christian's point of view. i NOE that god is the answer, im not forced to revolutionise to everyone that u must choose him and that u have to convert if u wanna have a good life.but it's just so hard. due to peer pressure and being afraid of friends being critical of u being religious. it's just not in in the 21st century. like, it aint cool? the media messes with our heads without us noticing. even friends will be skeptical of u trynna be religious. some. not all. all in all, it's just one big major life-long test of faith.

i want god to be the answer.

its almost the end of this month. once again. im broke. when am i gonna watch my expenses. hanging out with marilyn and pandemonium is kinda fun(: bunch of retardedly weird yet likable girls.(: hope to do it sometime again. happy belated birthday mal. oh ya how can i forget.

so yes. finally 16(: kiddo. the 1425 word long birthday card . u better not lose that. (: u were one of the best things that happened to me in 2008. i love u alot(: muackzxz. i noe that we will never lose contact. i noe we will be at each other's funeral. even if i do forget about u. if u pop into my mind one day. ill do wad it takes to get ur contact number again(: short and sweet. thats wad u are and thats how this dedication is gonna end(: <3

oh yes. NC16 movie together. like finally.

everyone please do ur part in saving THE EARTH!!! turn off ur plugs to ur tv computer,fan,charger all this. dun think that. aiya i one person dun do nvm de. UR HEAD. if 1 million people think like that. u 1 million people are to blame if the world ends suddenly.thatll never happen but u get the point. so please. do ur part. saving electricity will slow down the global warming process. im sure u guys have felt the uncanny fluctuation of the weather. man i wish i was born in 1700. no global warming no nth. NO WAIT!!! 1700 MEANS NO DOTA!!!!! NOOOOO!!!!!

ok good night. need to orh orh.

btw. my first blog song very cute right? KAWAII!!! >.< bleahxzx! ok..... ill never do that for a long time.

all those who are disappointed about their results. say I. I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i guess i got wad i deserved. i didnt put in 100%. it was not too late to change. but i jus couldnt bring myself together to make amendments. sighhhhh...... to me, my score was just. avg joe. plain jane. then again, i never get things right the first time. i alr knew this before o levels began. i was certain i didnt wanna let this thought get through me. but im jus too weak. to me, i failed, or barely scrapped through. i also knew there was no second chances to education. not that im aware of, at the very least. well it's too late to regret now isnt it? all i can do is make sure the people after me dun make the same mistake as i did. i know this guy named, delwin. i was there when he got his results. he wasnt happy at all. he told me to start studying now! which was jan 08. BUT I DIDNT. so im afraid that if i tell ppl to start now. they wouldnt. but seriously, it's all up to u. if u really want 8 points. u gotta at least score an 11 for R5 in ur mid year. or in prelims. dun think like me. screwing mid-years, getting 17 for prelims. coming back with 12 points. sure everyone says it aint that bad. but to me, it is not very satisfactory.

JUST, START NOW. at least familiarize yourself with 1/4 of ur textbooks by MARCH!!! SAVE YOURSELVES. if u need motivation. i dunno if im the right person to come to, but, i can try. JUST START FREAKING NOWWWWWWWWWWWW,UNDERSTAND??? TIO BO?? FAHAM TAK?? MING BAI MA??

anyway, jerome's back from hospital. yipeee. going over to his house soon. to view courses. oh yes.. START LOOKING AT COURSES NOW! if u wait until ur results come, like me. you'll be DAM LOST NOW. please give ur careers a lil thought once in awhile. u wan brochoures ASK ME! i got all from NGEE ANN AND SP.

take care all. u have about 8 or 9 months. please. it's all in your hands.

here are my results btw. big disappointment for maths and science....

ENG: A1 happy happy joy joy
B3: HIST, A AND E MATH,
A2: GEOG ELECTIVE
B4: PHY, CHEM. WTH!?!?

L1 R4 13. minus 1 for CCA so its 12. L1 R5 16.

A math is fine. i wanted A2 or B3
E math. is totally wth...supposed to A1. come back with nonsense
PHY.-.- at least a B3
CHEM omg... A2 or B3, but B4.....
Hist. WHY?!?! SUPPOSED TO BE at most A2!!! WHY??! my sbq supposed to be off the hook mannnnn.-.-

SO U SEE PEOPLE.start to study for prelims and dun give ur 100% . most prolly like that lor.KANASAIIIIIIIIIII

a wise friend once told me:it doesnt matter if u didnt make it. what matters is that ur willing to make up for it.

dam cool. well no, he didnt tell me, i ripped it off his msn nick. =/

HOW TO KILL JARED USING MERE INSECTS

1.throw a cup of ants on my hand.
2.put me in a room FULL OF BEETLES OF ALL SIZES.
3.put 4 moths on my back.
4.throw a fistful of ladybugs on to my face.
5.make me stare at insect picture books.
6.make TOUCH insect picture books.
7.put a fuzzy caterpillar on my nose.
8.release a haven of cockroaches into my underwear.
9.tie me up and put long millipedes on my tummy.
10.keep brainwashing me that everything around me will turn into ants.

ok. jus typing this down really really creeps me out. like im super paranoid right now. feeling all heebajeebi-ish.

OMG I CANT BEAR TO READ THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok good night.

results in 22222222222222222222222 daysssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. anxious. somehow i get the feeling im gonna get either 9 or 11 for L1R4. that's erm. satisfactory. considering that i might get a single digit. but i jus want an 8 or below. so that i can win my tuition teacher's 100BUCKSSSSZXZXS.

dam sad sia.. justin go sports school kana bully by this group of 7 malay shit bags. even though all sec 1 also. he said he didnt wanna stay anymore! but i strongly knew that this feeling and idea would pass on shortly. he'll grow up to be fit and smart. and thrash those 7 boys.

my course choices are. international business and film,sound,video. both NP.

cold shoulder.

I PROMISE IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN. i hope u noe that im talking about u.

although it's getting better. better than the last year and the year before. im getting there. im getting the hints. i hope im right. i can make this work. i can make us happy. i will try my best. i dont want to disappoint u. i dun wanna be the one who messes up ur life.

i think i got it.

if you run like the wind ill catch up like the fire.

52.77seconds

the uglier it gets the more beautiful the outcome

28/08/92
17(:
God must be everything
music could be the next everything
Has the emotional values of a girl
Often described as weird,random,retarded
BE A GOOD CHRISTIAN
Dedicate my life to music and form my own alternate christian screamo band
I want an AUDI
Have Twin kids of the opposite sex

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Underoath
The downtown fiction
Stereo skyline
i Rival
The friday night boys
The right coast
Ivory line
Asteria
Pensive
Time tells all
The chase
Tonight is goodbye
Holiday parade
Vanna
Can you keep a secret
Fight fair
School boy humour
We are the ocean
You me at six
Closure in moscow
A kidnap in colour
Mae
The record kid
Funeral For A Friend
Hawthorne heights
Matchbook romance
All time low
Chasing victory
Cry of the afflicted
Secondhand serenade
Settings
Haste the day
As i lay dying
Matchbook romance
The human abstract
Rookie of the year
Artist vs poet
Drive like carson
Shorelines end
Honor bright
Paramore
Red car wire
Phone calls from home
This time next year
The july week
Hit the lights
Crashcarburn
Making april
Ellington
Vega under fir
The wedding
A skylit drive
Senses fail
Sky eats airplane
We the kings
Versa emerge
Driver side impact
Rja
Silverstein
There for tomorrow
Our last night
Fireflight
Divided by friday
October nites
The boy and his machine
The maine
Ice nine kills
Cinematic sunrise
Cute is what we aim for
Van atta high

Fadli-sayang,hunneh<3
Erica
Claire
robin
tiffanie!
Nana
Drayco/Taker's best friend(:
Kim
Yaying
Felicia
Farisa
Alfie
Kim tan
marcus
vanessa danker
marilyn
shiwei
steph