Thursday, April 8, 2010
Since diving is known as a high risk sport, I'm going to pretend it's my last day. So I'm going to try to say all that I've been feeling. I'm sry if I will make your life more difficult. But for all you know, you might prefer to hav known than to not know at all.
I just want you to know that, I think I was in love with you. Incase you were wondering, yes, I cried just before typing that. I've never met anyone so beautiful. So beautiful that I don't deserve such divinity. And the only time I felt good enough was when I had a special place in you heart. And the words you said, the things you did to prove it. And now there's nothing left. You are my drive to do everything within my power. You are the reason why I do so many things that I didn't use to do. You are the reason why I man up. You are the reason why I write music. Ive never felt so strongly about anyone before. And I'm glad to say it wasn't a waste.
My intentions were good. But you didn't need them, where we are right now is the evidence. But I don't blame you.
All I want is for you to be happy.
And If you're happy with being friends. Then I'm happy too. Cause at least I can still see you and see you smile.
I crumble at the sight of you. I lose my ability to breathe. I am brought down to my knees. Because you're so stunning.
The first month we had was the best and happiest month of my entire life.
I will not cry. I will not cry. I will not cry. Too late. I will not cry on the mrt. Too late. Thank god there's not many ppl around.
She likes the boy, but she can only love a man.
And a man is what I am not. But you make me the man I'm supposed to become.
You're my favourite girl, I am your foolish boy. Fg and Fb. Stands for more than our own names in the distant past.
I am the butterfly that landed on the most exquisite flower. Butterflies dies before flowers.
I totalled the number of times I shed tears for you : 10
99% emotion 1% water
You're still that rose. Still all that I want in this world. I won't say it anymore. Just bare these in mind. And I'm not changing my mind.
I won't deny that I'm not expecting change. But I also know that you've made up your mind. I'm taking a very big risk here. It's all or nth. Being a man is about being brave. Not being afraid to take risks.
I somehow wish that after saying all this, I don't feel like coming back. Cause I'm afraid of the outcome. But, I'm going to have to anyway. I'll be strong and brave. I'll be a man.
Give me a reason to come home.
I just want you to know that, I think I was in love with you. Incase you were wondering, yes, I cried just before typing that. I've never met anyone so beautiful. So beautiful that I don't deserve such divinity. And the only time I felt good enough was when I had a special place in you heart. And the words you said, the things you did to prove it. And now there's nothing left. You are my drive to do everything within my power. You are the reason why I do so many things that I didn't use to do. You are the reason why I man up. You are the reason why I write music. Ive never felt so strongly about anyone before. And I'm glad to say it wasn't a waste.
My intentions were good. But you didn't need them, where we are right now is the evidence. But I don't blame you.
All I want is for you to be happy.
And If you're happy with being friends. Then I'm happy too. Cause at least I can still see you and see you smile.
I crumble at the sight of you. I lose my ability to breathe. I am brought down to my knees. Because you're so stunning.
The first month we had was the best and happiest month of my entire life.
I will not cry. I will not cry. I will not cry. Too late. I will not cry on the mrt. Too late. Thank god there's not many ppl around.
She likes the boy, but she can only love a man.
And a man is what I am not. But you make me the man I'm supposed to become.
You're my favourite girl, I am your foolish boy. Fg and Fb. Stands for more than our own names in the distant past.
I am the butterfly that landed on the most exquisite flower. Butterflies dies before flowers.
I totalled the number of times I shed tears for you : 10
99% emotion 1% water
You're still that rose. Still all that I want in this world. I won't say it anymore. Just bare these in mind. And I'm not changing my mind.
I won't deny that I'm not expecting change. But I also know that you've made up your mind. I'm taking a very big risk here. It's all or nth. Being a man is about being brave. Not being afraid to take risks.
I somehow wish that after saying all this, I don't feel like coming back. Cause I'm afraid of the outcome. But, I'm going to have to anyway. I'll be strong and brave. I'll be a man.
Give me a reason to come home.
jared thought about you at 8:26:00 PM
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