Sunday, April 4, 2010
I’ve never ever been this lost. Thrown into such catastrophic turmoil. I really don’t know what to do anymore. Nth else matters anymore. Nth counts for shit. Really really truly damn lost. I just can’t wait for the weekend. Maybe some unexpected wanted change will occur. The timing couldn’t be anymore perfect. Or maybe not. I’m just feeling so screwed up yet at ease. I pray so hard that things will turn out right. I wonder what accident will befall me this weekend.
nothing else matters anymore.
im at a lost for words.
but i am truly grateful for where we are now. it's good. it's as good as it can get.
i'd rather have smth and feel like shit than to have nothing and feel like bigger shit.
so.. ya.. i ve never taken the time i spent with you for granted.
i hate saying goodbye. cause once goodbye is said, it puts an end to happy times.
nothing else matters anymore.
im at a lost for words.
but i am truly grateful for where we are now. it's good. it's as good as it can get.
i'd rather have smth and feel like shit than to have nothing and feel like bigger shit.
so.. ya.. i ve never taken the time i spent with you for granted.
i hate saying goodbye. cause once goodbye is said, it puts an end to happy times.
jared thought about you at 10:50:00 PM
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