Saturday, February 28, 2009
THE LAST DAY OF FERB-UARY! haha.
so ya. ytd flip lesson again. im am elated, overjoyed, ecstatic. i DID A PROPER FRONT FLIP! not on ground la. still abit more to go then can do on ground but im getting there. and it seems that ive gotten a new injury.an abrasion patch on my left palm. last week was blister. next week, i wonder what. and my body scrub right is the seaweed one. so have abit of salt content. when my abrasion touched it, i was immobilized completely. i darent scream to transit the pain. cause my mum was sleeping. i had to hold it in. and the abrasion turned from red to white. seriousssss...... it was excruciating. guess im a pussy..-.-
hmm auditions tomorrow!!! i hope the bass guitar works. if not im totally screwed. please god. help me out here!!
i look forward to every friday of the week. my vessel and medium to becoming a flipster.
things to do to marilyn one day:
1. squeeze her dam tight
2. throw her. be it into a pool or sea.
3. do wrestling moves on her.
ok she aint a guy so i cant be too rough. =/
i love my new blog songs. from 1 to 5. super shiok. regarding no.1 and no.3. go to youtube type buffalax. and you'll see what im talking about.
okay off to dota now. bye peeps. take care. muarrckxzz
so ya. ytd flip lesson again. im am elated, overjoyed, ecstatic. i DID A PROPER FRONT FLIP! not on ground la. still abit more to go then can do on ground but im getting there. and it seems that ive gotten a new injury.an abrasion patch on my left palm. last week was blister. next week, i wonder what. and my body scrub right is the seaweed one. so have abit of salt content. when my abrasion touched it, i was immobilized completely. i darent scream to transit the pain. cause my mum was sleeping. i had to hold it in. and the abrasion turned from red to white. seriousssss...... it was excruciating. guess im a pussy..-.-
hmm auditions tomorrow!!! i hope the bass guitar works. if not im totally screwed. please god. help me out here!!
i look forward to every friday of the week. my vessel and medium to becoming a flipster.
things to do to marilyn one day:
1. squeeze her dam tight
2. throw her. be it into a pool or sea.
3. do wrestling moves on her.
ok she aint a guy so i cant be too rough. =/
i love my new blog songs. from 1 to 5. super shiok. regarding no.1 and no.3. go to youtube type buffalax. and you'll see what im talking about.
okay off to dota now. bye peeps. take care. muarrckxzz
jared thought about you at 10:44:00 PM
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
i just realised my blogskin doesnt show the title of my posts. so ill put it down.
MORBID LIFE PART 2. part 2 cause sec3 or 2 my url was my-morbid-life.blogspot.com
hello everyone. lets review what ive learnt over the past unfruitful 17 years of my mediocre life.
im gonna list down the things i noe how to do:
drums
bass
guitar
sing
scream
parkour
dota
world of warcraft
badminton
soccer
softball
swimming
rock-climbing
flips
rollerblade
ice skate
sports u learn during P.E
fitness
taekwondo
errr classical dancing
studies
running
now lets list down how many of these things im actually good at:
scream
rock-climbing
softball? i wouldnt consider myself excellent either
there. 17years. what i have achieved.
im not even good with people.
not a party animal.
not good at cheering people up.
not good at socialising.
not good at starting convos.
just not good anything.
completely,utterly,regretfully 100% useless.
and if there is one thing im good at. its that im the best jack of all traits.the best master of none.
what the shit is wrong with me.i need eye-openers.i need drive,will power,self-esteem,determination,morale,persistancy.i need change.i need stepping stones i need people to guide me to the first stepping stone. i need people to guide me to guide me to life up my feet.i cant do anything on my own.just so helpless.such a burden and curse to myself.
and even if people try to cheer me up by saying no la u are good at this and this and that and etc. its just no use. i wanna be good at the things that im not,or that im trying to be at.but i cant.and that includes EVERYTHING i know.
can anyone even uderstand or empathize with me? or am i just the only one feeling this way. i dunno what i need to do. and the worst part is, IM NOT EVEN A GOOD CHRISTIAN. i do not please GOD.
im am haning from a cliff. but there's no one to pull me up cause i myself already cant. so am i gonna be a jack for life? i dont have the fire to give it my best. everything i do, i dun give 100%
let's face it.i dont think im gonna find an answer any sooner.
i may even stop trying to do anything at one point.and just be a loser,staying home all day and everyday and just play dota, and some other games.ill grow mega fat.deteriorate my health.get diabetes at 18 years old.get brain cancer while having diabetes.forget about going for health checkups.eat alot of maggee mee and sweets and chocolates and chips while gaming.grow bald by 19.reach terminal by 19and a half.live in a big shell.get serious asthma and nature-borne diseases.die at 20.full of utmost regret and shame.or why dont i jus die of leprosy.slow and agonising.
i still live and believe in this reverse-motto.and im convinced. : i never get things right the first time, i may fail again the second time, i might stop trying on the third time. i will forget about the fourth time.just like luke. cause I AM Luke.
cause im just too much of a taker, ang kang foo, one million ketupat, hong gan flaygon, tuts my barreh, son of sun, benny lava who fought a barber man and DIED.
ok ill make yi guo a deal. if i can master front tuck(lay-manly known as front flip). in one month. ill remove this post. but i guess he'll just have to wait 7 YEARS! for me to learn that.oh yes my reason for this long and dreadful post is cause today i had my first flips lesson at toa payoh gym.its a really cool gym. got all the props u need to learn gymnastics and stuff.and today we learnt the front tuck EXCEPT FOR ME!!!(: so ya i couldnt take being stuck half-way at things anymore. so thats y i decided to become emo again.
MORBID LIFE PART 2. part 2 cause sec3 or 2 my url was my-morbid-life.blogspot.com
hello everyone. lets review what ive learnt over the past unfruitful 17 years of my mediocre life.
im gonna list down the things i noe how to do:
drums
bass
guitar
sing
scream
parkour
dota
world of warcraft
badminton
soccer
softball
swimming
rock-climbing
flips
rollerblade
ice skate
sports u learn during P.E
fitness
taekwondo
errr classical dancing
studies
running
now lets list down how many of these things im actually good at:
scream
rock-climbing
softball? i wouldnt consider myself excellent either
there. 17years. what i have achieved.
im not even good with people.
not a party animal.
not good at cheering people up.
not good at socialising.
not good at starting convos.
just not good anything.
completely,utterly,regretfully 100% useless.
and if there is one thing im good at. its that im the best jack of all traits.the best master of none.
what the shit is wrong with me.i need eye-openers.i need drive,will power,self-esteem,determination,morale,persistancy.i need change.i need stepping stones i need people to guide me to the first stepping stone. i need people to guide me to guide me to life up my feet.i cant do anything on my own.just so helpless.such a burden and curse to myself.
and even if people try to cheer me up by saying no la u are good at this and this and that and etc. its just no use. i wanna be good at the things that im not,or that im trying to be at.but i cant.and that includes EVERYTHING i know.
can anyone even uderstand or empathize with me? or am i just the only one feeling this way. i dunno what i need to do. and the worst part is, IM NOT EVEN A GOOD CHRISTIAN. i do not please GOD.
im am haning from a cliff. but there's no one to pull me up cause i myself already cant. so am i gonna be a jack for life? i dont have the fire to give it my best. everything i do, i dun give 100%
let's face it.i dont think im gonna find an answer any sooner.
i may even stop trying to do anything at one point.and just be a loser,staying home all day and everyday and just play dota, and some other games.ill grow mega fat.deteriorate my health.get diabetes at 18 years old.get brain cancer while having diabetes.forget about going for health checkups.eat alot of maggee mee and sweets and chocolates and chips while gaming.grow bald by 19.reach terminal by 19and a half.live in a big shell.get serious asthma and nature-borne diseases.die at 20.full of utmost regret and shame.or why dont i jus die of leprosy.slow and agonising.
i still live and believe in this reverse-motto.and im convinced. : i never get things right the first time, i may fail again the second time, i might stop trying on the third time. i will forget about the fourth time.just like luke. cause I AM Luke.
cause im just too much of a taker, ang kang foo, one million ketupat, hong gan flaygon, tuts my barreh, son of sun, benny lava who fought a barber man and DIED.
ok ill make yi guo a deal. if i can master front tuck(lay-manly known as front flip). in one month. ill remove this post. but i guess he'll just have to wait 7 YEARS! for me to learn that.oh yes my reason for this long and dreadful post is cause today i had my first flips lesson at toa payoh gym.its a really cool gym. got all the props u need to learn gymnastics and stuff.and today we learnt the front tuck EXCEPT FOR ME!!!(: so ya i couldnt take being stuck half-way at things anymore. so thats y i decided to become emo again.
jared thought about you at 12:19:00 AM
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Saturday, February 14, 2009
ok so rmb that time i blogged about how i slept and 5 or 6am playing facebook with yi guo. this time right it is 6AM. and we did something super duper ultra hyper mega retarded. u noe now youtube got the audio preview for ur comments right? ya i think u get the idea. HAHAHAHAAAHAHAHA OMG!^@#^@& its the funniest shit THIS YEAR. we type alot of retarded thigns like hokkien vulgar and all. DAM!!!!!! BLOODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!!. got one right. i didnt expect it to be so funny. he typed. hahahahahhahaha lololololololol--- alot more than this la.then i literally fell of my chair and began ROFL-ing. omg. then we were like why are we laughing at senseless things in the middle of the night. so ya it was a dam fun stay over. but i was dam lethargic when i woke up.-.-
i thought yi guo music!(:
happy valentine's day everybody. for the couples. please dont let v day the only day to make ur girl special,its just insincere. but if u make her feel special everyday and even more spec on vday, then i say u are a good bf. so ya cheers to all couples.
as for those who secretly admire girls/guys. i say all the best to u. may u weave ur way right into her heart and come clean before her.
as for those lonely singles. tomorrow at tampines are there is a parkour jam with the singapore parkour group. its titled pk jam for lonely singles. so ya if u GUYS are interested, 330pm. see u there. im going(: cause im a lonely single): how contradictive. i smell then i frown.
good night everyone.
no matter how fast you are, you'll never be able to catch up with time.
i thought yi guo music!(:
happy valentine's day everybody. for the couples. please dont let v day the only day to make ur girl special,its just insincere. but if u make her feel special everyday and even more spec on vday, then i say u are a good bf. so ya cheers to all couples.
as for those who secretly admire girls/guys. i say all the best to u. may u weave ur way right into her heart and come clean before her.
as for those lonely singles. tomorrow at tampines are there is a parkour jam with the singapore parkour group. its titled pk jam for lonely singles. so ya if u GUYS are interested, 330pm. see u there. im going(: cause im a lonely single): how contradictive. i smell then i frown.
good night everyone.
no matter how fast you are, you'll never be able to catch up with time.
jared thought about you at 2:29:00 AM
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Bled For Me
Thursday, February 5, 2009
yo peeps. as u can see. my blog template has undergone a major overhaul, for the better. althought there still is a slight problem. a big gap. but it's so that i can fit my playlist. so it took danny(IT expert in the making in NYP) and i- interested in IT but didnt put it in any of my poly choices, to alter the template and stuff. the font colour, is inevitably unchangeable. so ya. as ive said before, i shall reiterate. PLEASE HIGHLIGHT THE POSTS IF U HAVE TROUBLE READING.
so how's my life? okay i guess. nth much.
pending plans prior to poly life:
1. take up piano again
2. take up drums again
3. get a drum set
4. get a bass
so ya i bought my world of warcraft alr. FREAKING pissed. the bloody monsters keep killing me, i have to walk dam far jus to get to my corpse so that they will allow me to press resurrect.
yeah i went to the gym ytd. feel so hulk-ish now.
my love life is embroiled right now.
i jus downloaded skype. kinda cool. but jerome doesnt have a webcam, only got mic. STUPID SHIT.but we use it for dota purposes.
ok, its time to turn in.
my mistakes are gold
so how's my life? okay i guess. nth much.
pending plans prior to poly life:
1. take up piano again
2. take up drums again
3. get a drum set
4. get a bass
so ya i bought my world of warcraft alr. FREAKING pissed. the bloody monsters keep killing me, i have to walk dam far jus to get to my corpse so that they will allow me to press resurrect.
yeah i went to the gym ytd. feel so hulk-ish now.
my love life is embroiled right now.
i jus downloaded skype. kinda cool. but jerome doesnt have a webcam, only got mic. STUPID SHIT.but we use it for dota purposes.
ok, its time to turn in.
my mistakes are gold
jared thought about you at 2:57:00 AM
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