Friday, January 23, 2009
i jus feel like spamming the f word so much....... FFF FFFF FEF DASFASDFSD HYJOJGOJOIAJG.
but im not angry or anything. jus feeling very restless.like a bull which hasnt had a fight in 2months.FASCUAKXCAKKC.
lao shu super super ai da mi. wth??! -.-
ashley baby(:
i jus realised. how untalented i am.or how i havent been utilizing it to the fullest. i feel very disappointed in myself. like what am i doing. there's no drive in me to want to improve. the world is so distracting, its a hindrance, its a set back, its a hassle, a burden jus to appease it. u can never do 2 things at once. not as well as doing one at a time.
but once we begin life. we get caught in the wheel. u noe the one hamsters run in? ya. except that hamsters are allowed to dismount it. but once we enter, there's no turning back. unless u have the power and will to do so. the cage is locked. the owner likes to see us suffer and run for our lives. thats wad we do sometimes. jus run away. but no matter how much or far we run on that wheel. we'll end up at the same place once again. agree? i mean. taking into consideration, the circular shape. we're as good as running on the spot. it's only a matter of time before the life we desperately want to leave behind catches up and haunts us again. many of us lack resolve, or at least a strong one. what we need is a saviour. to unlock the cage and chains that trap us in a world of impending doom. what we need is GOD.he will provide everything, all he needs is an answer. easier said than done. even though we sing, we live by faith and not by sight. sometimes it's jus not convincing enough to trust someone whom we cant see. it's like accepting super enticing candy, but the only problem is that its from a stranger. so if u ask me, what do i do? i dun have an answer now,honestly. the right thing to do is to seek refuge in god. but, so many distractions. just too many. i guess im still pretty far from breaking the cage doors. just a little more candy. and i might give in.
taking it from a christian's point of view. i NOE that god is the answer, im not forced to revolutionise to everyone that u must choose him and that u have to convert if u wanna have a good life.but it's just so hard. due to peer pressure and being afraid of friends being critical of u being religious. it's just not in in the 21st century. like, it aint cool? the media messes with our heads without us noticing. even friends will be skeptical of u trynna be religious. some. not all. all in all, it's just one big major life-long test of faith.
i want god to be the answer.
but im not angry or anything. jus feeling very restless.like a bull which hasnt had a fight in 2months.FASCUAKXCAKKC.
lao shu super super ai da mi. wth??! -.-
ashley baby(:
i jus realised. how untalented i am.or how i havent been utilizing it to the fullest. i feel very disappointed in myself. like what am i doing. there's no drive in me to want to improve. the world is so distracting, its a hindrance, its a set back, its a hassle, a burden jus to appease it. u can never do 2 things at once. not as well as doing one at a time.
but once we begin life. we get caught in the wheel. u noe the one hamsters run in? ya. except that hamsters are allowed to dismount it. but once we enter, there's no turning back. unless u have the power and will to do so. the cage is locked. the owner likes to see us suffer and run for our lives. thats wad we do sometimes. jus run away. but no matter how much or far we run on that wheel. we'll end up at the same place once again. agree? i mean. taking into consideration, the circular shape. we're as good as running on the spot. it's only a matter of time before the life we desperately want to leave behind catches up and haunts us again. many of us lack resolve, or at least a strong one. what we need is a saviour. to unlock the cage and chains that trap us in a world of impending doom. what we need is GOD.he will provide everything, all he needs is an answer. easier said than done. even though we sing, we live by faith and not by sight. sometimes it's jus not convincing enough to trust someone whom we cant see. it's like accepting super enticing candy, but the only problem is that its from a stranger. so if u ask me, what do i do? i dun have an answer now,honestly. the right thing to do is to seek refuge in god. but, so many distractions. just too many. i guess im still pretty far from breaking the cage doors. just a little more candy. and i might give in.
taking it from a christian's point of view. i NOE that god is the answer, im not forced to revolutionise to everyone that u must choose him and that u have to convert if u wanna have a good life.but it's just so hard. due to peer pressure and being afraid of friends being critical of u being religious. it's just not in in the 21st century. like, it aint cool? the media messes with our heads without us noticing. even friends will be skeptical of u trynna be religious. some. not all. all in all, it's just one big major life-long test of faith.
i want god to be the answer.
jared thought about you at 9:23:00 PM
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