Thursday, January 29, 2009
OKAY so since claire insisted. ive changed my blog skin. but.. some things are really wrong. IF U ARE FINDING THIS HARD TO READ. HIGHLIGHT IT.
as u can see. i have a crisis here. hoping that danny can help me. or mayb someone who has a solution. please give me a call. much appreciated.
happy NIUUUUUUUUU year everyone. -.-
my mum brought back this pack of kit kat. FROM ENGLAND. not from malaysia. u compare right. can really differentiate between the 2. obviously the england one is much shioker. got 29 bars. but only the 2strips one. not the kit kat chunky or the 4strips one. sad): but still gooddddddd....
malaysia kit kat like kanasai man. not nice. chapalangness. to the gerga.
I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN IT. IN POLY!!!!
as u can see. i have a crisis here. hoping that danny can help me. or mayb someone who has a solution. please give me a call. much appreciated.
happy NIUUUUUUUUU year everyone. -.-
my mum brought back this pack of kit kat. FROM ENGLAND. not from malaysia. u compare right. can really differentiate between the 2. obviously the england one is much shioker. got 29 bars. but only the 2strips one. not the kit kat chunky or the 4strips one. sad): but still gooddddddd....
malaysia kit kat like kanasai man. not nice. chapalangness. to the gerga.
I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN IT. IN POLY!!!!
jared thought about you at 1:48:00 AM
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Bled For Me
Saturday, January 24, 2009
oh the dance with me song in my playlist very nice.
YOU NOE WHY I AM HAPPY?!?!?!?!?!?? CAUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
my maid and my aunty said that i grew more muscular!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
dance with me now!!
yeaa finally my tiring and pain-staking attempts to make my hand muscles bigger have succeeded.(: im so gay right now.
just had reunion dinner. steamboatanathan
cashflow starts in 2 days(:
YOU NOE WHY I AM HAPPY?!?!?!?!?!?? CAUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
my maid and my aunty said that i grew more muscular!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
dance with me now!!
yeaa finally my tiring and pain-staking attempts to make my hand muscles bigger have succeeded.(: im so gay right now.
just had reunion dinner. steamboatanathan
cashflow starts in 2 days(:
jared thought about you at 7:56:00 PM
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Bled For Me
Friday, January 23, 2009
i jus feel like spamming the f word so much....... FFF FFFF FEF DASFASDFSD HYJOJGOJOIAJG.
but im not angry or anything. jus feeling very restless.like a bull which hasnt had a fight in 2months.FASCUAKXCAKKC.
lao shu super super ai da mi. wth??! -.-
ashley baby(:
i jus realised. how untalented i am.or how i havent been utilizing it to the fullest. i feel very disappointed in myself. like what am i doing. there's no drive in me to want to improve. the world is so distracting, its a hindrance, its a set back, its a hassle, a burden jus to appease it. u can never do 2 things at once. not as well as doing one at a time.
but once we begin life. we get caught in the wheel. u noe the one hamsters run in? ya. except that hamsters are allowed to dismount it. but once we enter, there's no turning back. unless u have the power and will to do so. the cage is locked. the owner likes to see us suffer and run for our lives. thats wad we do sometimes. jus run away. but no matter how much or far we run on that wheel. we'll end up at the same place once again. agree? i mean. taking into consideration, the circular shape. we're as good as running on the spot. it's only a matter of time before the life we desperately want to leave behind catches up and haunts us again. many of us lack resolve, or at least a strong one. what we need is a saviour. to unlock the cage and chains that trap us in a world of impending doom. what we need is GOD.he will provide everything, all he needs is an answer. easier said than done. even though we sing, we live by faith and not by sight. sometimes it's jus not convincing enough to trust someone whom we cant see. it's like accepting super enticing candy, but the only problem is that its from a stranger. so if u ask me, what do i do? i dun have an answer now,honestly. the right thing to do is to seek refuge in god. but, so many distractions. just too many. i guess im still pretty far from breaking the cage doors. just a little more candy. and i might give in.
taking it from a christian's point of view. i NOE that god is the answer, im not forced to revolutionise to everyone that u must choose him and that u have to convert if u wanna have a good life.but it's just so hard. due to peer pressure and being afraid of friends being critical of u being religious. it's just not in in the 21st century. like, it aint cool? the media messes with our heads without us noticing. even friends will be skeptical of u trynna be religious. some. not all. all in all, it's just one big major life-long test of faith.
i want god to be the answer.
but im not angry or anything. jus feeling very restless.like a bull which hasnt had a fight in 2months.FASCUAKXCAKKC.
lao shu super super ai da mi. wth??! -.-
ashley baby(:
i jus realised. how untalented i am.or how i havent been utilizing it to the fullest. i feel very disappointed in myself. like what am i doing. there's no drive in me to want to improve. the world is so distracting, its a hindrance, its a set back, its a hassle, a burden jus to appease it. u can never do 2 things at once. not as well as doing one at a time.
but once we begin life. we get caught in the wheel. u noe the one hamsters run in? ya. except that hamsters are allowed to dismount it. but once we enter, there's no turning back. unless u have the power and will to do so. the cage is locked. the owner likes to see us suffer and run for our lives. thats wad we do sometimes. jus run away. but no matter how much or far we run on that wheel. we'll end up at the same place once again. agree? i mean. taking into consideration, the circular shape. we're as good as running on the spot. it's only a matter of time before the life we desperately want to leave behind catches up and haunts us again. many of us lack resolve, or at least a strong one. what we need is a saviour. to unlock the cage and chains that trap us in a world of impending doom. what we need is GOD.he will provide everything, all he needs is an answer. easier said than done. even though we sing, we live by faith and not by sight. sometimes it's jus not convincing enough to trust someone whom we cant see. it's like accepting super enticing candy, but the only problem is that its from a stranger. so if u ask me, what do i do? i dun have an answer now,honestly. the right thing to do is to seek refuge in god. but, so many distractions. just too many. i guess im still pretty far from breaking the cage doors. just a little more candy. and i might give in.
taking it from a christian's point of view. i NOE that god is the answer, im not forced to revolutionise to everyone that u must choose him and that u have to convert if u wanna have a good life.but it's just so hard. due to peer pressure and being afraid of friends being critical of u being religious. it's just not in in the 21st century. like, it aint cool? the media messes with our heads without us noticing. even friends will be skeptical of u trynna be religious. some. not all. all in all, it's just one big major life-long test of faith.
i want god to be the answer.
jared thought about you at 9:23:00 PM
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Bled For Me
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
its almost the end of this month. once again. im broke. when am i gonna watch my expenses. hanging out with marilyn and pandemonium is kinda fun(: bunch of retardedly weird yet likable girls.(: hope to do it sometime again. happy belated birthday mal. oh ya how can i forget.
so yes. finally 16(: kiddo. the 1425 word long birthday card . u better not lose that. (: u were one of the best things that happened to me in 2008. i love u alot(: muackzxz. i noe that we will never lose contact. i noe we will be at each other's funeral. even if i do forget about u. if u pop into my mind one day. ill do wad it takes to get ur contact number again(: short and sweet. thats wad u are and thats how this dedication is gonna end(: <3
oh yes. NC16 movie together. like finally.
everyone please do ur part in saving THE EARTH!!! turn off ur plugs to ur tv computer,fan,charger all this. dun think that. aiya i one person dun do nvm de. UR HEAD. if 1 million people think like that. u 1 million people are to blame if the world ends suddenly.thatll never happen but u get the point. so please. do ur part. saving electricity will slow down the global warming process. im sure u guys have felt the uncanny fluctuation of the weather. man i wish i was born in 1700. no global warming no nth. NO WAIT!!! 1700 MEANS NO DOTA!!!!! NOOOOO!!!!!
ok good night. need to orh orh.
btw. my first blog song very cute right? KAWAII!!! >.< bleahxzx! ok..... ill never do that for a long time.
so yes. finally 16(: kiddo. the 1425 word long birthday card . u better not lose that. (: u were one of the best things that happened to me in 2008. i love u alot(: muackzxz. i noe that we will never lose contact. i noe we will be at each other's funeral. even if i do forget about u. if u pop into my mind one day. ill do wad it takes to get ur contact number again(: short and sweet. thats wad u are and thats how this dedication is gonna end(: <3
oh yes. NC16 movie together. like finally.
everyone please do ur part in saving THE EARTH!!! turn off ur plugs to ur tv computer,fan,charger all this. dun think that. aiya i one person dun do nvm de. UR HEAD. if 1 million people think like that. u 1 million people are to blame if the world ends suddenly.thatll never happen but u get the point. so please. do ur part. saving electricity will slow down the global warming process. im sure u guys have felt the uncanny fluctuation of the weather. man i wish i was born in 1700. no global warming no nth. NO WAIT!!! 1700 MEANS NO DOTA!!!!! NOOOOO!!!!!
ok good night. need to orh orh.
btw. my first blog song very cute right? KAWAII!!! >.< bleahxzx! ok..... ill never do that for a long time.
jared thought about you at 2:37:00 AM
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
all those who are disappointed about their results. say I. I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i guess i got wad i deserved. i didnt put in 100%. it was not too late to change. but i jus couldnt bring myself together to make amendments. sighhhhh...... to me, my score was just. avg joe. plain jane. then again, i never get things right the first time. i alr knew this before o levels began. i was certain i didnt wanna let this thought get through me. but im jus too weak. to me, i failed, or barely scrapped through. i also knew there was no second chances to education. not that im aware of, at the very least. well it's too late to regret now isnt it? all i can do is make sure the people after me dun make the same mistake as i did. i know this guy named, delwin. i was there when he got his results. he wasnt happy at all. he told me to start studying now! which was jan 08. BUT I DIDNT. so im afraid that if i tell ppl to start now. they wouldnt. but seriously, it's all up to u. if u really want 8 points. u gotta at least score an 11 for R5 in ur mid year. or in prelims. dun think like me. screwing mid-years, getting 17 for prelims. coming back with 12 points. sure everyone says it aint that bad. but to me, it is not very satisfactory.
JUST, START NOW. at least familiarize yourself with 1/4 of ur textbooks by MARCH!!! SAVE YOURSELVES. if u need motivation. i dunno if im the right person to come to, but, i can try. JUST START FREAKING NOWWWWWWWWWWWW,UNDERSTAND??? TIO BO?? FAHAM TAK?? MING BAI MA??
anyway, jerome's back from hospital. yipeee. going over to his house soon. to view courses. oh yes.. START LOOKING AT COURSES NOW! if u wait until ur results come, like me. you'll be DAM LOST NOW. please give ur careers a lil thought once in awhile. u wan brochoures ASK ME! i got all from NGEE ANN AND SP.
take care all. u have about 8 or 9 months. please. it's all in your hands.
here are my results btw. big disappointment for maths and science....
ENG: A1 happy happy joy joy
B3: HIST, A AND E MATH,
A2: GEOG ELECTIVE
B4: PHY, CHEM. WTH!?!?
L1 R4 13. minus 1 for CCA so its 12. L1 R5 16.
A math is fine. i wanted A2 or B3
E math. is totally wth...supposed to A1. come back with nonsense
PHY.-.- at least a B3
CHEM omg... A2 or B3, but B4.....
Hist. WHY?!?! SUPPOSED TO BE at most A2!!! WHY??! my sbq supposed to be off the hook mannnnn.-.-
SO U SEE PEOPLE.start to study for prelims and dun give ur 100% . most prolly like that lor.KANASAIIIIIIIIIII
a wise friend once told me:it doesnt matter if u didnt make it. what matters is that ur willing to make up for it.
dam cool. well no, he didnt tell me, i ripped it off his msn nick. =/
but i guess i got wad i deserved. i didnt put in 100%. it was not too late to change. but i jus couldnt bring myself together to make amendments. sighhhhh...... to me, my score was just. avg joe. plain jane. then again, i never get things right the first time. i alr knew this before o levels began. i was certain i didnt wanna let this thought get through me. but im jus too weak. to me, i failed, or barely scrapped through. i also knew there was no second chances to education. not that im aware of, at the very least. well it's too late to regret now isnt it? all i can do is make sure the people after me dun make the same mistake as i did. i know this guy named, delwin. i was there when he got his results. he wasnt happy at all. he told me to start studying now! which was jan 08. BUT I DIDNT. so im afraid that if i tell ppl to start now. they wouldnt. but seriously, it's all up to u. if u really want 8 points. u gotta at least score an 11 for R5 in ur mid year. or in prelims. dun think like me. screwing mid-years, getting 17 for prelims. coming back with 12 points. sure everyone says it aint that bad. but to me, it is not very satisfactory.
JUST, START NOW. at least familiarize yourself with 1/4 of ur textbooks by MARCH!!! SAVE YOURSELVES. if u need motivation. i dunno if im the right person to come to, but, i can try. JUST START FREAKING NOWWWWWWWWWWWW,UNDERSTAND??? TIO BO?? FAHAM TAK?? MING BAI MA??
anyway, jerome's back from hospital. yipeee. going over to his house soon. to view courses. oh yes.. START LOOKING AT COURSES NOW! if u wait until ur results come, like me. you'll be DAM LOST NOW. please give ur careers a lil thought once in awhile. u wan brochoures ASK ME! i got all from NGEE ANN AND SP.
take care all. u have about 8 or 9 months. please. it's all in your hands.
here are my results btw. big disappointment for maths and science....
ENG: A1 happy happy joy joy
B3: HIST, A AND E MATH,
A2: GEOG ELECTIVE
B4: PHY, CHEM. WTH!?!?
L1 R4 13. minus 1 for CCA so its 12. L1 R5 16.
A math is fine. i wanted A2 or B3
E math. is totally wth...supposed to A1. come back with nonsense
PHY.-.- at least a B3
CHEM omg... A2 or B3, but B4.....
Hist. WHY?!?! SUPPOSED TO BE at most A2!!! WHY??! my sbq supposed to be off the hook mannnnn.-.-
SO U SEE PEOPLE.start to study for prelims and dun give ur 100% . most prolly like that lor.KANASAIIIIIIIIIII
a wise friend once told me:it doesnt matter if u didnt make it. what matters is that ur willing to make up for it.
dam cool. well no, he didnt tell me, i ripped it off his msn nick. =/
jared thought about you at 8:58:00 PM
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Bled For Me
Sunday, January 11, 2009
HOW TO KILL JARED USING MERE INSECTS
1.throw a cup of ants on my hand.
2.put me in a room FULL OF BEETLES OF ALL SIZES.
3.put 4 moths on my back.
4.throw a fistful of ladybugs on to my face.
5.make me stare at insect picture books.
6.make TOUCH insect picture books.
7.put a fuzzy caterpillar on my nose.
8.release a haven of cockroaches into my underwear.
9.tie me up and put long millipedes on my tummy.
10.keep brainwashing me that everything around me will turn into ants.
ok. jus typing this down really really creeps me out. like im super paranoid right now. feeling all heebajeebi-ish.
OMG I CANT BEAR TO READ THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok good night.
1.throw a cup of ants on my hand.
2.put me in a room FULL OF BEETLES OF ALL SIZES.
3.put 4 moths on my back.
4.throw a fistful of ladybugs on to my face.
5.make me stare at insect picture books.
6.make TOUCH insect picture books.
7.put a fuzzy caterpillar on my nose.
8.release a haven of cockroaches into my underwear.
9.tie me up and put long millipedes on my tummy.
10.keep brainwashing me that everything around me will turn into ants.
ok. jus typing this down really really creeps me out. like im super paranoid right now. feeling all heebajeebi-ish.
OMG I CANT BEAR TO READ THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok good night.
jared thought about you at 12:24:00 AM
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Bled For Me
Saturday, January 10, 2009
results in 22222222222222222222222 daysssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. anxious. somehow i get the feeling im gonna get either 9 or 11 for L1R4. that's erm. satisfactory. considering that i might get a single digit. but i jus want an 8 or below. so that i can win my tuition teacher's 100BUCKSSSSZXZXS.
dam sad sia.. justin go sports school kana bully by this group of 7 malay shit bags. even though all sec 1 also. he said he didnt wanna stay anymore! but i strongly knew that this feeling and idea would pass on shortly. he'll grow up to be fit and smart. and thrash those 7 boys.
my course choices are. international business and film,sound,video. both NP.
cold shoulder.
dam sad sia.. justin go sports school kana bully by this group of 7 malay shit bags. even though all sec 1 also. he said he didnt wanna stay anymore! but i strongly knew that this feeling and idea would pass on shortly. he'll grow up to be fit and smart. and thrash those 7 boys.
my course choices are. international business and film,sound,video. both NP.
cold shoulder.
jared thought about you at 5:30:00 PM
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Bled For Me
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
I PROMISE IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN. i hope u noe that im talking about u.
although it's getting better. better than the last year and the year before. im getting there. im getting the hints. i hope im right. i can make this work. i can make us happy. i will try my best. i dont want to disappoint u. i dun wanna be the one who messes up ur life.
i think i got it.
although it's getting better. better than the last year and the year before. im getting there. im getting the hints. i hope im right. i can make this work. i can make us happy. i will try my best. i dont want to disappoint u. i dun wanna be the one who messes up ur life.
i think i got it.
jared thought about you at 12:22:00 AM
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Bled For Me
Friday, January 2, 2009
happy new year back to school chumps(: how's the first day going for everyone? pretty sian huh?
so lets blog about last year and certain events.
in the beginning of 2008, i was around 54-56 kg.. and then in october i suddenly jumped to a shocking new feat of 63-65 kg. and sometimes 66kg. maybe it's cause of going to the gym? cause muscle weighs more than fats. and then eating due to stress from o levels. and eating to put on mass so that training is made easier.
i had this friend called wai leong. he has a made called OG. her name is REALLY OG... ya then one day like during the o's period. she msged me.. i was like erm okkkkkk. she wanted my maid's number so i gave it to her la. then she kept msging me weird stuff like how are u. can i meet u. are u free. when u free. i got weirded out. AND TO THINK I WAS WEIRD!! but she hasnt msged me since i stopped replying. it was super super creepy.
oh yes. i'd like to introduce my new rock band friends. ASHDOWN!!! now that o's are over. can concentrate on the stuffs that really matter. like music, gym, earning the cha-ching and etc. so ya, jamming with them has always been a blast since day 1.(: i jus hope i can contribute more to the band. I NEED TO PRACTICE BASS!!!! IM SOOOO LAZY!!
next up is. english! yea i felt that my english has improved this year, vocab-wise. grammar alr like super powderful la. cause im eng-educated. but i still dunno the meaning to many words. even though o's is over. ill still pick up more words here and there.
friends. lets see. who are the friends whom i became closer to or make.there's robin, xing han, jackson jim zc hk. u noe.. the dota crew. celestine, FADLI!!! SAYANG KU!!!!!!!!!!(: <3. alfie. and some other 4/8 ppl. still got people not in my class. oh yes. jerome and i made friends witht our school's PA crew. and they seemed to like us. mayb cause we intimidate them and they feel that if they dun be nice, they'll be walloped. erm from church there's vanessa. still got who ah... OH YES! claire! erm basically closer and closer to the people i alr noe la.. but i love fadli.
so what else can i say about life in 2008.
thank u lord for the year. it has been a blast but u pulled me through even when i had neglected u many times. u still kept me close by.
OMG AND HOW CAN I FORGET MARILYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(: she's jus so cute. and so fun to talk to and so throw-able. but i havent done that yet. i dun wanna break her. that lil fragile and feeble thingamajig(: i think that she's one of the best things that happened to me in 2008. if only i knew her earlier. we would be much better friends. but still, she's still a good friend(: cheers. see u in school on monday. ma peeps and i are coming to boogey in the school yard baby! YEA!
and yes. one final thing before i take a mini nap. this year, the insect-attack graph faced a sky-rocket incline that passed the y-axis by a mile. the frequency of attacks, the number of attacks, the various and creative ways of their attacks. like wth..... jus yesterday the same species of beetle flew on to my hand while i was playing dota. bloody shit, almost gave me a stroke. maybe this year ill suffer full body paralysis. freaking bugs. better watch whose house their flying into. mayb i should put a can of baygon beside the computer. barricade the windows with nets. rear lizards in my house cause they are pest-ers. erm they eat pests. whats that term for an animal which gets rid of pests.
ok, the end. now let's start anew. 2009. yipeekaiyea! results coming out in like a week or less.fingers-crossed. i hope you'll be happy for me.
so lets blog about last year and certain events.
in the beginning of 2008, i was around 54-56 kg.. and then in october i suddenly jumped to a shocking new feat of 63-65 kg. and sometimes 66kg. maybe it's cause of going to the gym? cause muscle weighs more than fats. and then eating due to stress from o levels. and eating to put on mass so that training is made easier.
i had this friend called wai leong. he has a made called OG. her name is REALLY OG... ya then one day like during the o's period. she msged me.. i was like erm okkkkkk. she wanted my maid's number so i gave it to her la. then she kept msging me weird stuff like how are u. can i meet u. are u free. when u free. i got weirded out. AND TO THINK I WAS WEIRD!! but she hasnt msged me since i stopped replying. it was super super creepy.
oh yes. i'd like to introduce my new rock band friends. ASHDOWN!!! now that o's are over. can concentrate on the stuffs that really matter. like music, gym, earning the cha-ching and etc. so ya, jamming with them has always been a blast since day 1.(: i jus hope i can contribute more to the band. I NEED TO PRACTICE BASS!!!! IM SOOOO LAZY!!
next up is. english! yea i felt that my english has improved this year, vocab-wise. grammar alr like super powderful la. cause im eng-educated. but i still dunno the meaning to many words. even though o's is over. ill still pick up more words here and there.
friends. lets see. who are the friends whom i became closer to or make.there's robin, xing han, jackson jim zc hk. u noe.. the dota crew. celestine, FADLI!!! SAYANG KU!!!!!!!!!!(: <3. alfie. and some other 4/8 ppl. still got people not in my class. oh yes. jerome and i made friends witht our school's PA crew. and they seemed to like us. mayb cause we intimidate them and they feel that if they dun be nice, they'll be walloped. erm from church there's vanessa. still got who ah... OH YES! claire! erm basically closer and closer to the people i alr noe la.. but i love fadli.
so what else can i say about life in 2008.
thank u lord for the year. it has been a blast but u pulled me through even when i had neglected u many times. u still kept me close by.
OMG AND HOW CAN I FORGET MARILYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(: she's jus so cute. and so fun to talk to and so throw-able. but i havent done that yet. i dun wanna break her. that lil fragile and feeble thingamajig(: i think that she's one of the best things that happened to me in 2008. if only i knew her earlier. we would be much better friends. but still, she's still a good friend(: cheers. see u in school on monday. ma peeps and i are coming to boogey in the school yard baby! YEA!
and yes. one final thing before i take a mini nap. this year, the insect-attack graph faced a sky-rocket incline that passed the y-axis by a mile. the frequency of attacks, the number of attacks, the various and creative ways of their attacks. like wth..... jus yesterday the same species of beetle flew on to my hand while i was playing dota. bloody shit, almost gave me a stroke. maybe this year ill suffer full body paralysis. freaking bugs. better watch whose house their flying into. mayb i should put a can of baygon beside the computer. barricade the windows with nets. rear lizards in my house cause they are pest-ers. erm they eat pests. whats that term for an animal which gets rid of pests.
ok, the end. now let's start anew. 2009. yipeekaiyea! results coming out in like a week or less.fingers-crossed. i hope you'll be happy for me.
jared thought about you at 9:55:00 PM
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