Sunday, May 11, 2008
Luke has always had the tendency to hold on the past situations. and let them invade his mind again so that it hurts. apart from his forgetful nature, he jus cant understand y he does so. the images are so clear. it's almost as if he is there once again. experiencing it one more time. Luke doesnt really noe how to let go. he doesnt noe when he has let go. or when to let go or why to let go.
weaknesses such as this has taken huge tolls on him. but he has to live with the flaw. because thats apart of him. but if the spirit is willing to change, then the flesh will be. but Luke thinks that sometimes holding on is wad gets him by. the past memories are his fuel for his heart.
Luke is often caught in the middle between people. the middle man is a role he doesnt really like. because it's hard to live. well the good thing is he doesnt lie to either party. he jus doesnt say anything and plays along. he has disregarded the guilt that he feels when talking to any side. it's not hard for him to have 2 faces.cause he just does nothing. so not much guilt is felt anyways.
where Luke is right now. the dark clouds are clearing. his head is almost not too heavy. he is his own burden to bare. he wants this but at the same time he doesnt want it. that would jus hurt others around him. he asks himself if he is being to selfish sometimes.
Luke is anticipating the new phase in life. a new chapter. but how would he noe when it comes? it could be anything. a test of faith, patience, love, kindness, understanding, friendship, anything! he feels that it's so hard to be an angel sometimes. or at least he's trying to be one.
what's the next move in life? which direction to head. praying and pondering and dwelling in deep thought should clear the foggy road. some day, Luke's gonna be alright.
my dear friends, i tell you most solemnly. Luke is not hard to find.
Luke will disappear when he is caught by everyone.
weaknesses such as this has taken huge tolls on him. but he has to live with the flaw. because thats apart of him. but if the spirit is willing to change, then the flesh will be. but Luke thinks that sometimes holding on is wad gets him by. the past memories are his fuel for his heart.
Luke is often caught in the middle between people. the middle man is a role he doesnt really like. because it's hard to live. well the good thing is he doesnt lie to either party. he jus doesnt say anything and plays along. he has disregarded the guilt that he feels when talking to any side. it's not hard for him to have 2 faces.cause he just does nothing. so not much guilt is felt anyways.
where Luke is right now. the dark clouds are clearing. his head is almost not too heavy. he is his own burden to bare. he wants this but at the same time he doesnt want it. that would jus hurt others around him. he asks himself if he is being to selfish sometimes.
Luke is anticipating the new phase in life. a new chapter. but how would he noe when it comes? it could be anything. a test of faith, patience, love, kindness, understanding, friendship, anything! he feels that it's so hard to be an angel sometimes. or at least he's trying to be one.
what's the next move in life? which direction to head. praying and pondering and dwelling in deep thought should clear the foggy road. some day, Luke's gonna be alright.
my dear friends, i tell you most solemnly. Luke is not hard to find.
Luke will disappear when he is caught by everyone.
jared thought about you at 5:27:00 PM
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